Wednesday, 31 August 2011

It's Mesha Bitch

Okay Mesha  forced me to write this... she wants all my lovely's to read her story! She wanted to take of my blog but I refused to let her do that. She is trying to mistake my Kindness for Weakness but *Nicki's voice* I won't have it. Anyway though I did agree to tell y'all about her New Blog.

Here it is

Thursday, 25 August 2011

Spending All My Time Part2

Nicki POV

Entering my room, I saw Riri looking through her suit case for something to wear tonight. I handed her the Ben&Jerry's Cookie Dough ice cream she wanted, while I dumped my spoon in my Chocolate fudge Ice cream. We sat down Indian style on the pink sofa in my room.
"I feel like I haven't seen you in forever, like I didn't even know what colour your hair was." I said playing with her hair. "I feel like I don't know anything"

"I know right, Like What is your name?" She asked smiling.

"Ni... What is my name?" I laughed and she chuckled.

"I miss this…" Rihanna said randomly.

"What?" I said with my mouth full,

"You Know... Saturday Night's sleepovers, ice cream, facials, mani pedi's…"

"Talking about boys, prank phone calls." I continued her sentence.

"Yes!!! We have to do some of those things before I leave, because who knows when we will get a chance like this again." Rihanna had sadness in her voice.

"Aww Hun don't worry. You are a Solo Artist now, you will be in LA a lot."

"People might not like pon de replay!!"

"Ugh yes they will, I love the song!! And you know I don't lie, I will tell if it's a shitty song or not." I told her. She smiled. "OMGeeee!! I need the girls here now"

"What girls??"

"Amber and Cassie, I realise this is the only time I can tell this story once, with out the boys being around."

Rihanna looked at me with a sour face. "Okaaaaaaaay I don't know what the fuck you are talking about."

I call the girls and told them to come over now and bring they outfits with them.

20minutes later and 2 empty pot of ice cream, Cassie and Amber finally arrived, in the same car Cassie's car.

"Hey Wifey"

"Hey Marshmallow!"  Cassie said.


"Yeah, because your squishy on the outside." she pushed my face together with both of her hands. "And soft on the inside" she let go and tapped my nose.

"Hey Em"

"Hey Barbie" I giggled and hugged them both. Then I shut door as they came in. We ran up stairs to my room, where Riri was, and I introduce everybody. "What is it you wanna tell us? This better be good."

"You can leave, there's  the door" I glared at Amber, she didn't leave so I spoke. "So I finally got some baldy locks" Cassie gave me a 'WTF' face while Rihanna was jumping up and down on my bed, well she was excited.

"Okay what's baldy locks, are you trying to make fun of me" Amber pouted and crossed her arms.

Riri screamed in my ear, "When? Where? How? Who?" she screeched

"Okay first. Owww!! Second I think we all know who!!"

"Noo we don't know what you are talking about!!" Cassie said

"Ooh I am sorry guys, The Term Baldy Locks is Good Head," They started to get excited. "I got it today before I picked you up. In the back seat and…" Rihanna cut my off

"Hold up!! Wait!! Rewind! I sat in the back. OMGeeee I can never wear those jeans again Eww!!" Cassie laughed.

"Oh would you shut up, he cleaned up before we came to pick you up." Amber and Cassie were both laughing at this point.
Then we all laughed. I fell off the bed making them laugh ever more.

"Okay okay" Riri was trying to compose herself "Soo which one of you is Safaree's girlfriend?" Amber and I pointed at Cassie.

She giggled, looking down and blushed, "I'm not his girlfriend"

"Well not YET always!" I stated. She giggled, I know she like's him and he like her. "Omg did I tell you Faree gave her his hat."

Riri gasped."Shut up!" I nodded "Gworl, he most definitely like chu!!" Cassie blushed even harder.

"Yo it's 7:45 should get ready??" Amber asked, I nodded.

I love this! My old friend and my new friends are getting along so well. Rihanna was so ready to party all night! She was wearing, a really cute green dress, gold heels, gold dangling earring, with her hair down.
 Cassie looked dolled up in a black and purple dress, gold clutch matching shoes.
Now Em! Let me start from top to bottom. My Girl got the black sunglasses with a white frame. Red lipstick. Black leather Jacket! (Which I am gonna steal!!) White v neck, cut top. Red leggings with a black waist band. Black heels! Fierce!

As For me I was wearing The earrings Drake got me, my barbie necklace, a leather jacket that was too tight to wear anything under it so I didn't (not even a bra), Black ripped legging that made my butt look really big :P. Now I look Vicious!!!
Can y'all see the pink ring 

We were all ready just waiting on the boys to come. We were down stairs in the living room, watching Riri favourite show Pretty Little Liars. About 15minutes into it, my annoying door bell rang. It was the boys. Cassie and I answered the door.
"Hi.... Woah you look sexy!" Drake said

"Hey Drake" he walked in and I kissed him like I haven't seen him in 2months, while he cupped my ass. Cassie did the same to Safaree. But we were rudely interrupted by Shad and Omarion.  "Who the fuck invited Useless" I pointed at Shad, "And Worthless" I pointed at Omarion.

"That's hurtful Nic" Shad said, he look really hurt. Then he smirked.

"I sure as hell didn't text y'all" I said letting go of Drake.

"Chill Nic, I invited them" Cam said


"Because they're were bored..." Okay I cant be mad at that. They are here now, I'm not going to be mean and turn them away. I waved it off and headed to the living room.

"Damn Nic this house is dope" Shad exclaimed. I nodded.

"Hey White chocolate." Omarion said to Em. She put up her middle finger.

"I told your short ass to not call me that." She didn't even look at him, her eyes was glued to the TV. Cameron sat next to her and kissed her cheeked, then she turned her head and they started kissing. Ew

"Damn!! Who this fine mama." Shad said as he sat next to Riri. Uh I don't think so.

"Rihanna," she put her hand out and he shook it. "and you must be N.G, right? No Game!" She cheesed him. Everyone laughed so hard.

"Ri that's rude!!" I shouted.

"What? I ain't trying to met nobody." I rolled my eyes. "Now where is My Nigga SB?" Safaree was still in the hall with Cassie, Lord knows what they were doing.

He popped his head round the door. "Hey Riri!" He walked in with his arm out, waiting for a hug.

"Aw Faree I missed you bro!" she giggled pulling away from him.

"Aw that's sweet. Let get going!!" I said grabbing my phone and Keys.

"Wait what club we going to?" Safaree asked.

"Cherry Bomb" Drake replied.


In Drakes car there was Rihanna, Drake and I. Cam's car: Amber and the boys and Safaree's car: him and Cassie. We arrived at at the club, it was black with just a neon sign with cherry beside the word,Cherry and a bomb where the 'o' is in Bomb. The place must have been packed because, there was a long line outside. I got out of the car, and the line looked much longer than it did in the car.

"Nuh Uh.. I am not lining up." I was already frustrated just looking at it.

"Who said we are lining up?" Drake said walking to the Bouncer, we all followed behind. "My name is on the list, Drake." He told the Tall, muscular man.

"Oh, you VIP area is ready." He said. We all walked in with no problems.

"Wow Drake, way to up your Cool points." I grabbed his and Riri's hand as we went through the crowd to the VIP. We all sat down and mingled a little bit, until a bartender came up to us and handed us Alcohol free Cocktails. I don't know what came over me, but I felt the need to rise my glass. "Okay I would like to make a toast" I shouted over the music,"To Riri making her first ever video today, I hope this is not the last and she gets the success she deserves"

"Cheers" Everyone glasses connected against each other as we all cheered for Rihanna.

"Three cheers for Riri" Safaree exclaimed

Safaree: hip hip!
Everyone: Hooray!
Safaree:Hip Hip!!
Everyone: HooRay!!
Safaree:HIP HIP!!!!

"Safaree you Lunatic!!" I shouted, we all laughed. Half of the group went on the dance floor. Just Drake, Omarington, Rihanna and I still in the VIP area.

"Thanks for everything Nic" Riri whispered in my ear.

"Girl, We VIP we don't even need ID!" I whispered back in her ear quoting one of the songs I wrote but haven't finished. She has heard it before so she just giggled.
I looked over to Drake he looked, laid back. Bopping his head to the music. I was about to lean over and say something to him when my jam came on, I pulled him up. "Drake this is my song!" We went to the dancefloor and you know I shook what my momma gave me. Drake pulled me close, holding my hips, as I shook my ass. The song was over, they DJ was say something about something I wasn't listening, I was in a trance looking in to Drake's beautiful Hazel Eyes. Then DJ, goes and plays a old songs; R Kelly- Bump & Grind. I had my back to him, he pulled me ever closer than I was before. I was whining my hips on my man, I swung my hands up to holding the back of his neck. He bent his neck down towards my Nicki, kissing and sucking on it as we danced. I tilted my head to the side giving him more access to my neck. "I love you" he whispered in his sexy voice, which sent chills down my back. Before I knew it the song was over, I looked around for Riri because I didn't see her in the VIP area, I finally spotted her, dancing with Chris from Singing Class, I am glad she is having a great time.
5 songs went by, before I got tired of dancing. We went back to the VIP area, I straddled drake, I mean we was the only people in VIP. I wrapped my Neck, playing with his hair. I looked down and he was staring at my chest I smirked. "Are you wearing a bra?" he shouted near my ear. I shook my head, he then chuckled. "Perfect" I giggled. He is so stupid, he thinks he is getting some of this. Ha! He then slid his hand down from my hips to my ass. I leaned in, kissing his soft pink lips. This was EVERYTHING! He squeezed my butt, which turned me on. Cassie and Safaree came back.

"My Feet hurt, I have be Up on the Dancefloor." Cassie complained, which made Drake and I stop whatever we was doing. I slid off his lap. Into the club's lounge sofa I was sitting in previously, I kept my legs on his lap. As Cassie was talking to me about how she is really liking SB, I had to excuse myself from the conversation, I was perched. "Cass you wanna come to the bar?"

"Did you not just hear me? My feet hurt!" I rolled my eyes at her and walked over to the bar.

"Hey Nic," I said reading the bartenders name tag.

"Hello what can I get you?" He asked me

"Mai Tai please!" I leaned over the bar with my elbows on the table. I jumped as someone slapped my butt really hard. I turned to see who it was. I could see the person, it was dark in the club, there was only a couple flashing lights, plus he was wearing a hat over his eyes. "Um I would appreciate it if you kept your hands to yourself." I said in the calmest voice, even though inside I was heating up. I turned back around, but this nigga decide to fucking Grab my hand, he leans forwards and shouts in my ear.

"Come dance with me ma." I smiled because, I found it funny, out of everyone in this over crowded club, this nigga came to me. Why?

"I am sorry but my feet hurt and I have a boyfriend." I tried to turn around again, but he pulled me closer. This dude is getting too close for comfort.

"Come on Shawty, Dance with me," The way he said ‘Shawty’ sounded like… dare I say it… Trey. I shook my head, nah it cant be Trey has long hair.

"Nigga did you not just hear me. I have a boyfriend!!"

"Shawty I want you and ya fine ass over there now."

"Nigga ya ears hard" I said in my Trini accent, "I don't want to dance witchu" Obviously now his ears are hard because his grip on my wrist was getting tight, he was really hurting me. I turned around and saw that my drink was ready. I picked it up and poured it on his hat.

"The Fuck is your problem." he let go of me.

"Ya deaf nah," Again I said in my Trini accent. "I told you I didn't want to dance, ugh!" Next thing I knew Amber came up to me.

"Are you okay?" she asked and I nodded, she looked at my wrist and then the guys. "Do you need me to cut a Nigga!?" I shook my head as the guys disappear in to the crowd. I went to the VIP area, still thirsty but sad, who knows what might have happen if  Em don't come. He could have taken me somewhere and beat me up or even rape me, there are some crazy people in the world.

"Drake I don't wanna be here any more can we go?"

"Yeah, what's wrong?" he stood up and lifted my face up with both of his hand on my cheek. I bit my lip to fight back the unnecessary tears. I shook my head. I held on to his wrist, he looked down and saw my wrist, that had a bluey-purple colour around it. He let go of my face and held my wrist lightly, "Who did this to you?" He looked pissed, his face was red and I haven't even told him, what went down just 5minutes ago.

"I will tell you in the car," My voice cracked a little. "Can we just get out of here please?" I gulped. I grabbed my phone from the table in the VIP, and grabbed Drake's hand. I told Amber to go get everyone and we will met by the cars. Cassie and Safaree were not too far behind us.

When we got back to the car Drake wanted to know the whole story. So I told him, I know Safaree and Cassie was listening too. The I shed one tear which he wiped. "I am just a little sad because, he could have gotten really angry and raped me or even beaten me."

"Aw Nic" Cassie hugged me.

"Do you know his name?" Safaree asked.

"No, I couldn't even see his face," As I said that everyone else came to the cars.

"Hey that club was awesome!" Riri said all excited then her face changed when she saw mine. "What happened?"

"Nothing!" I don't wanna spoil her trip and excitement because of some dumbass Nigga who don't take 'No' for an answer. "Okay so Guys you want to come back to mine for a pool party?"

"No I am going to go to Cam's" Amber said.

"Oh word? Hey I ain't mad! Do you boo!" She blushed. "Just text or call me if you need me to cover for you" She nodded and hugged me goodnight, Cam did the same.

"Yeah Nic we're going to get going too." Shad said hugging me. Then Omarington did.

"Okay bye guy see you at the beach tomorrow." They all said yeah and bye. Just Drake, Safaree, Riri, Cassie and I, hehe Party of 5. LoL!

As we got to my house, I took off my seat belt, and played with my phone trying to forget the night I have just experienced. I opened the door and attempted to get out, but I felt like my head was glue to the head rest. "What wrong?" Drake asked

"Don't laugh but my head it stuck"

"What!!" He got out the car and come around to my side.

"Rihanna I know you did something to me that's why you was so quiet this whole car journey. Oo and trust me imma beat yo ass, when you least expect it" I did my evil laugh. She giggled. As soon as Drake saw whatever it is that Riri did, he busted out laughing. "What did she do??"

"Hold up let me take a pic!!" He was still laughing, I pouted. She was laughing louder. My boyfriend and my Best-friend are the worst!

"What did she do?" I was getting frustrated.

"She wrapped your hair around the head rest, the braided it. How did you not feel it?" I shrugged, still pouting. He kissed my lips and told Riri to release me.

I opened the door, kicked off my shoes, exposing my swollen feet (they won't really swollen I'm just being Dramatic) and heading to my living room, waiting for Safaree and Cassie so we could get the party started. Cassie and Safaree, walked nonchalantly,"What to y'all so long?" I asked

"Ummmm 1 word… Alcohol!" Cassie stated, bringing out the vodka and disarono bottles.

"How did you get that?" I asked

"I know people" Safaree said running to the Kitchen, I guess he is getting glasses.

"Shoot he don't know nobody, what had happened was I look like I am 23 so I just bought it." I laughed "The only thing he did was Drive." Safaree came back with some glasses.

"Why y'all laughing?"

"No reason" Riri said still giggled.

After 45mins of drinking, Rihanna was knocked out, and the rest of us was tipsy.

"Drake how much do you love me?" I asked.

He spread his arms out wide "This Much" I giggled "How much do you love me?" he asked

"This much" I lifted up both of my index finger, 5cm apart and giggled.

"Oh word, then imma need to make you love me more" I giggled as he throw me over his shoulder and took me to my room. He throw me on my bed and climb on top of me. I playfully pushed him off me.

"Drake, I love you..."

"I love you too, Nicki" with a goofy smile.

"I love you so much I am willing to let you cuddle me and sleep…" I looked around then I whispered, "Underneath the covers" He laughed. I rolled off my bed and slowly took off my clothes in front of him, Ha I could tell he was enjoying the show. ;-)


"Safareeeeeee!!!" Cassie screamed. "This is supposed to be a pool party let go swimming."

"Shhhh!" Safaree put his finger to his lips. "Riri is sleeping" She giggled.

"Which is why we should go outside." she stood up and unzipped her dress. Safaree sat there and watched. Cassie was in her navy blue bra and matching lace panties, she took out her hair from the cute bun she had and let  it flow down her back. "You Ready?"

Safaree was more than ready!!!

Okay to all my Lovely's who did not understand the interlude IMMA NEED Y'ALL YOU GO AND READ I GET LONELY TOO… -__-  Lmaooo I love y'all with all my heart... Muaaaaaah

P.S: My alter ego's name is Mesha Jones and if I talk to you about sex  or be mean on Twitter that not me it's her!!!!! And she loves to write so she will be posting a short story in a couple of days. She says my story is WHACK!!! -__-

Saturday, 20 August 2011


Jasmine POV 

"Yes mom… I told you hated it here I am bound to get in a fight sooner or later." I shouted at my mother who trying to punish me. Then I slammed the door so I would hear her. I swear the youngest is supposed to be the one who is spoilt. My older sisters and my dad spoil me but my mother treats me like everybody else. Not Cool!!
I really do hate in London! Ok its not all that bad, I love going shopping here, I go everyday after sixth form. But the weather is just ridiculous, like one minute it warm then it starts raining -__- I stay cold in this country there hottest weather is 36 degrees in LA it's like 99! Ugh!! 

I was sitting on my bed, In my blue plaid shirt and White jeans, and my laptop on my lap. I decided to see what was happening in LSH and what I am missing out on. I scrolled down the school website page. Awwww the talent show. It's just for Juniors and Seniors, scouts come and watch them. Omgsh Drakes singing in it. I wish i was there, I would have been perfect for this :-( 
Okay this is just making me feel so sad, I need something to lift up my spirit. Soo I checked my email.  I had about 5 mail. One from Keri… I don't even like her why is she sending ME stuff. I checked it regardless, it was a picture of Drake kissing some random girl I have never seen in my life, they where in what looked like Ms. Palmer's music classroom, I could tell because of the piano in the background. What the Hell!! Drake didn't say he wanted to date other people! 

"Calm down Jaz" I told myself. This may be a set up, that might be one of Keri's girls.. Making a move on my man. Okay I am not going to waste my time with this shit. With that in mind I delete it. 

Next mail was from, Drake!! My hubby!! It was an invitation to his beach birthday party!! Why would he send me this, when he knows that in the UK. Perhaps he misses me so much that he wants me to come? You know what imma surprise my baby and go to LA for his birthday!! Now I just have to convince my parents to left me go! This shouldn't be hard. 

After I had a long think about how I was going to tell my parents about LA, I was ready and my daddy came home just in time. I ran downstairs.

"Hi Papi can I talk to you and mama for a bit I have a proposition for you guys" I give my parent a big but innocent smile. 

"What is it pumpkin?" My dad asked, he was all ears on what I had to say. 

"Can I go to LA for a week?" I asked, my mother shook her head  as soon as I said 'LA'.

"What about school?" she asked

"I have a half term on the 20th to the 27th of October, and that's when I plan on going." 

"I don't know!" My mother said still contemplating on whether I can go or not. Ugh!! Its like she never wants me to be happy. 

"I think I deserve it, I mean I did have to leave my friends and school to come to a place I hate."

"Okay, let say we let you go…" Yay!! I am going!!! "Where would you stay?" My Papi asked 

"Umm either in a hotel or with Aunty Jacky" 

"Well I mean, it fine with me." At this point I was jumping up and down but I knew I won't be going until my mother says I can, I have to get approval from both parents. 

"Mommy pleeeeease!" I pleaded 

She looked at me and huffed, yes she gave in "Fine" Yay!! I clapped, jumped up and down then I tacked them, giving the both of them a hug. 

"I Love You Guys" I ran upstairs, I fell over a few times but I didnt care, "Wohoooooooo I gotta go get pack!!!" lol even though I'm going in two weeks. Oh well I am excited! I get to see My Baby and My friends!! I can't wait!!!! Yaaaaaaay!! Drake is going to be soo surprised! I am going to make this party a rememberable one!!!

For all my lovely's in the USA and do not know British terms Used in this Interlude… please look below! 

Half Term-> it is like 'spring break' but we have it every couple of months.

Sixth Form -> School here finishes at 16 but if you want to farther your education you go sixth form. Which is basically where all the Juniors and Seniors go to for 2 year or more before they go University. 

Thursday, 18 August 2011

Spending All My Time

Ok I only four thing to say!!! S/o to my sisters @Nickiscarebear & @KissCass_ and my real sister Alex's birthday were this week!!Nicki's last concert in Canada amazing I am sooo happy Drizzy got his lapdance!! #TeamDricki Stand the FUCK up!!!! S/o to all the UK barbz that got they results today!! I am happy/proud for all of you and wish you the best in University(College)!!! And I have To S/O my friend... Scratch that my SISTER @Barb_theBAD aka Toni for writing the sex scene!!! If you don't follow her then your life is Fucking Shit!! Don't even read this chapter until you follow her on twitter. Go do it NOW! Well I hope y'all like the Chapter. *Kel's voice* Aw Here Goes


Nicki was up and ready, she looked very Casual in a stripy pink  top and sweatpants, it was only 7am, so she was quite early. Drake texted her saying that he will be there within the next 30minutes.
Nicki didn't want to wake her family up on a saturday morning so she couldn't play her music, like she normally would. She wore her pink uggs and headed down stairs, she sat on the kitchen counter thinking about Riri and the fact that she hasn't seen her in 3months. Nicki was curious to know if anything had changed since she left New York, she also hoped Rihanna and her new friends get along or else it's just going to be hard for Nicki to go out this weekend. She got off the counter and made her and Drake mini pancakes, since Drake is supposed to be coming over in 20minutes. 
It was 7:20 when Drake arrived at Nicki's, he was early, but its all good. 

"Hi Beautiful"

"Hey boo" he kissed her.

"I swear Everytime we kiss I fall in love with you all over again" Drake said sweetly 

"that's nice" Nicki giggled because he just said the sweetest thing and that's how she responded. Drake was not amused "I just playing baby, I love you more and more everyday." She grabbed his face and kissed him, then wrapped her arms around his neck as he lifted her up, she wrapped her legs around him too. He walked into the kitchen still holding Nic but not kissing. 

"Yum, My woman need made me food." Nicki got down and rolled her eyes. 

Nicki and Drake sat down at the breakfast table, it was quite as they ate, Nicki had a lot on her mind from last night. 

"Nicki" Drake broke her from her chain of thoughts


"What's the matter, sugar??"

She giggled "Nothing" 

"You sure? You know you can tell papi chulo anything" Nicki blinked at him then shook her head.

"You have problems?"

"Whatever... What's wrong?" Drake had worry in his eyes. 

"Who said anything was wrong?" Nicki got and put the empty plates in the sink. She started washing the dishes. Drake got up and wrapped his warm, strong arm around Nicki's waist, and kissed her neck. 

"It's okay you can tell me later, when your ready." He knows something is bothering her, he could just tell, he see right thur her. 

"Uh huh." Thinking about the fact Drake wanted to move to Canada made Nicki want to cry. But she had to suck it up #pauz. Drake couldn't see her facial expression. As Nicki washed the last plate, Drake picked her up and carried her upstairs to her room, giggled at the fact that her hubby is soo effing CRAZY!!! He put her down on her bed. 

"Okay is this your bag" Nicki. Shook her head, "Of course not! your wearing pink, why would you carry a purple bag" She shrugged as Drake hit is head. "Okay is this your bag?" drake picked up a White LV bag. She nodded. "Aw Yes!" she giggled. Then he picked her up and throw her over his shoulder. 

"What are you doing you lunatic, Put me down" She whispered loudly so her parents wouldn't hear. Drake ignore her and put her carefully in the car, he set down her bag too. He put her seat belt on her, then shut her passenger door. He then jumped in to the car, and started up the car. "You Crazy!" Nicki giggled. 

"Yeah Crazy about you," He kept his eye on the road. 

"Corny much" After Nicki had said that, No body talked, for awhile, Nicki was on her blackberry, with her head against the window. She had flat ironed her hair the night before, so it didn't look like a bush on the window. Drake wanted to know what it was on his girlfriend's mind, but he knew if he kept pestering her about it she wouldn't talk at all. They where about ten minutes away from the airport, when there was so much traffic, thank God they left early. 

"The fuck" Drake cursed, he turned to the side and saw Nicki head against the window and she had tears down her face. "Aw Nicki don't cry, We will make it."

"No I am not sure we will make it Drake, this is just a waste of our time." She was still crying 

"But Nic I am sure Rihanna wont be angry with you if anything she will be ha....." Nicki cut him off. 

"I am not talking about Rihanna!!!" She shouted at him still looking at  the cars in front. 

"Okay what are you talking about then," He had confusion in his face.

Nicki sighed, knowing that there is  no point shouting. "Us… we can't be together anymore, your dream is to go to Canada and mine is to go to NYU. I just don't see how our relationship is going to work." 

"Nicki please don't say that, I love you too much for us to end" Drake drove a little then took Nicki's hand. 

"Drake that's your dream. And who am I to stand in the way of that?" 

"Your my beautiful girlfriend, whom I am IN love with," Nicki shook her head causing the tear to rush down her cheeks. 

"Drake I have be sitting trying to figure out whether, there was a way we could see each, but it just not going to work." 

"Nicki can we please live for today and not tomorrow, because you never know what may happen. I never said that it was my dream to go college, My dream is to be with you for the rest of my life, I will go anywhere you go. I LOVE you Onika and nothing will EVER change that." He wiped her tears. "Please don't cry, I hate it when beautiful people cry." 

"Sorry, I guess I was acting silly," She smiled putting her dimples on display. 

"That the face I always wanna see" he hugged her and kissed her forehead, then both her cheek. Eventually they kissed with so much passion, well until someone horned at them. Drake pulled away and horned back at the person. Nicki laughed.

"Thank you, For being the best boyfriend in the world and making me feel much better. I love you Aubrey, Forever and Always" She kissed him again. She pulled away  and looked at her phone. It was 8:23am, she whispered in Drake's ear, "Do you remember our first date? How about we finish what we started that night." She nibbled his earlobe before she took off her seat belt and climbed into the back seat. Drake was confused for a bit then he caught what she was throwing. LoL He pulled over to the side, away  from the traffic then got out the car to go to the back. Once in the back seat, Drake started kissing her neck as she took off her cardigan. 

"Mmm, your lips are so soft Aubrey." She uttered. Nicki lifted his head up with both her hands and started kissing him on the lips again. Drake placed his body in-between Nicki's spread legs, her back was up against the car door. Drake then put his arms under her thighs and let his hands rest on top of them. He carefully pulled her underneath him, her back now rested on the seat. He took off his shirt and threw it in the front seat, Nicki did the same. She only had on her bra and bottoms. Drake kissed her neck as she wrapped her arms around his. He slowly began to pull off her sweat pants and uggs. He kissed his way past her boobs to her belly button. Nicki started getting wet. She looked down at him as he caressed her thick thighs. She started to have second thoughts. She only wanted this to be a make out session, but the further down he went, the more she liked it. Although it did make her a bit nervous. Drake began to pull off her panties and this made Nicki wetter.

"Drake? Maybe we should get back on the road? RiRi could be at the airport by now..." She breathed, resting her head on the seat with her eyes closed. Drake looked up at her, but kept on going, he could tell she was enjoying it even if she did try to stop him. He kissed her all the way down and stopped just above her clit, Nicki let out a slight moan. Drake was teasing her, he wanted to see how she'd react. He then kissed the top of her right knee and slowly worked his way down. He kissed the inside of her thigh, so close to her center. "Mmm..." She moaned, biting her lip with closed eyes. He smiled then moved to her left leg and did the same. He took his thumbs and began massaging the area around her vagina. Nicki furrowed her brow and Drake watched as she made the sexiest faces. He then went in for the kill, his tongue was like a Cobra. He licked and licked like she was a lollipop with a surprise inside. Nicki couldn't control herself. This was all new to her. She'd never been given head before, let alone had any dude's head inbetween her legs. "Drake?! Oh God! Sss Uuh!" Was all she could get out. Nicki couldn't fix her mouth to say anything other than his name or let out a few loud moan's. As he licked and sucked her clit, Drake reached up and pushed Nic's bra up. Her boobs popped out of it and he started caressing them. Nicki was trying her hardest to speak, for she had something to say, but she was failing. She lifted her right leg up and placed her foot on Drake's left shoulder, trying to push him off. But the heel of her foot skidded across his bare back. Nicki reached for the headrest on the passenger seat and scooted her body away from him. Drake was NOT having that. He pulled Nicki back and continued what he started. "Ooooh!!!! Draaaake?! Uuuhhh!!! Something's.... Aaahh!!! Happening!!" She moaned. Nicki placed her right hand on top of his head to push him away, but he had a strong hold on her, she wasn't going anywhere. Nicki's legs began to tremble. "Oooooo!!! Baby?! I... I... I don't..."

"Ssshhhh....." Drake cut her off. "Ride it out, you're just cummin baby." Nicki placed her other hand on his head and held it there. She loved this new feeling she was experiencing. Nicki felt her body heat up. A warm surge of pure passion rushed over her and made every part of her body tingle. "UUUUUUUHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Nicki came. For the first time in her life, she had her very first orgasm. She opened her eyes and stared at the ceiling of Drake's car. Nicki was breathing heavily as a slight grin graced her face. She felt invincible, like nothing could bring her down from this high. Nothing.

Was the last thing she said before she reached for her clothes in the front. Drake sucked on her neck leaving a mark as she put on her top. "Drake we have to go, I don't want to be late" she whined. "I am not about to have my first time in a car" Drake chuckled. 

"Well at least I got to taste you. You taste soo good, I could eat you all day." Nicki smiled at him, as she put on her panties. 

"Well then we are just going to have to have one of these days then." Nicki looked into his eyes and bit the corner of her bottom lip. Drake was totally up for that day! LoL
They both got dressed and made there way down to the Airport, which took about 10minutes since the traffic had calmed down a bit. Nicki couldn't stop smiling, well she always smiles whenever she's around Drake or hears his name, but this smile was different. Way different. She looked more happy, if that's the right word to use. A new form of happy. She had the whole kool-aid smile. To Drake she looked adorable.
Drake helped her out the car, they walked hand in hand into the airport. The moved closer to the area where the passengers cone out, to meet they family or friends. Nicki couldn't see anything there was so many tall people, she tugged on Drake's shirt and pouted, "I can't see" he chuckled and turn around so she could get on his back. Once she was on she kissed his cheek, and whispered a thank you in his ear. It was so loud in there. They stood there for five minutes until Drake spoke. 

"Do you see her yet??" he shouted over the noise,

"Nope" as Nicki said that Rihanna came  #Pauz out, Nicki laughed. "I see her, trust her to sneakers, baggy jeans and crop." Nicki got down from drake. She pushed through all the people, drake wasn't to far behind, Nicki shouted when she was close enough to her, " WHO THAT I SEE? IS IT RIRI?" Rihanna turned her head to Nicki's direction. Rihanna ran up to her, they hugged. Riri screamed, then Nicki screamed, then Riri screamed, then Nicki screamed. 

Riri: Your Hair

Nicki: Your Hair 

Riri: Your Boobs 

Nicki: You Look Hot

Riri screamed then Nicki screamed. Drake stood there, embarrassed that he was with two crazy screaming girls, people were watching. They hugged once more. 

"Oh I am sorry. Drake, this my best friend in the whole world, 11years and counting breanna!!! Her real name Rihanna."

"Nice too meet you Drake." she waved at him. 

"You too, Rihanna" drake took her luggage. "Don't worry I will get that." 

"Thank you" Nicki smiled at her kind boyfriend, then took Riri's hand. "Nicki I am so surprise your early." Rihanna said in her thick accent. 

"Do you want me to be late" Nicki said in her New York accent and with a lot of attitude. 


"Well then," 

"Nicki you know I love you right?" 

"aww and I love you Riri, Oh what time do you have to be at the club?" 

"11 and I finish at 6" 

"Oh you have an hour and  a half, do you wanna go to my house or grab some breakfast?" 

"Your house I already ate, plus I want to see Aunty Carol and Uncle Robert and my baby Micaiah." 

"Ok" As they reached the car, Drake put Rihanna's one suit case in the back. Rihanna sat in the back seat behind Nicki. Oh don't worry Drake cleaned the seats. ;P Drake started the heading towards Nicki's house while Nicki and Rihanna screamed and talked over each other, they were having two conversations at one time.  Girls. Drake just focused on the road, he didn't even try to get caught up in that. Once they reached the house, Rihanna, was gobsmacked, there is nothing like this in Queens. 

"Gwooooorl we ain't in Southside Jamaica Queens no more!!" Rihanna said with excitement causing Nicki to laugh. 
Even though Nicki did have one of the nicest apartment, it's nothing compared to this. Everyone got out the car. Drake got Rihanna's suit case and Nicki opened the front door. Drake Put the suit case inside.  

"Okay I have to go to the gym, I will see you tonight Rihanna." He said

"Okay thanks again Drake" he nodded and Nicki walked to the car with him. 

"Thank you for today, You know Everything" she hugged him. 

"No Thank you!" she giggled then he kissed her and jumped in to his car. Nicki went back in to the house where she found her parents hugging Riri. 
After Rihanna and Nicki's parents had a catch up session, Nicki took Riri to her room. 

"Wow Pink" 

Nicki laughed. " Why does everyone say that whenever they come in my room?" Nicki changed out of her panties and sweats into legging.

"Because it's pink" They laughed and jumped on the bed. 

"So Bestie… What do you think of Drake?" Nicki wanted her friends opinion on her boyfriend. 

"He is Fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnne… Nicki I didn't know you like those white boys,"

Nicki laughed, "Neither did I... But yeah I am done with niggas they don't know how to treat they women right!"

"Speaking of Niggas that ain't treat their women right, have you spoken to Trey since you've been in LA?" 

"Nope I ain't even gone to Safaree's house, I don't want to see his face ever again but I know that ain't gonna happen…" Nicki said harshly turning the page of her magazine. 

"How you know?" Riri questioned 

"Because Drake and Trey are friends, Safaree is my friend and also Trey's step brother. Is just a matter of time for us to cross paths"

"Ooo Gworl, that is not going to be an easy day"

"Who you telling," Nicki sucked on her lollipop #pauz "Enough about me what's up witchu mami?" 

"Nothing just trying, to succeed in school, but it's hard when you don't have your best friend to help you study." She looked at Nicki. 

"Gworl I was your distraction, you be touching me, when you was supposed to be studying." Nicki Laughed

"You know as long as I get some ass I can do anything," Nicki rolled her eyes. 

"You need the Lord!" Nicki suggested "Imma pray for you" Riri laughed. 

"Yo Nic straight after you left, basic hoes were trying to be my friend and shit. I was like fuck no hoe get the fuck out of here you flat chested toothpicks" Nicki laughed so much she fell off the bed. 

"ow" she said laughing. 

"ONIKA I TOLD YO ASS TO STOP FALLING OF THAT DAWM BED!! DONT MAKE ME TELL YOU TO SIT ON THE FLOOR!!" Nicki mother shouted from her bedroom. Nicki rolled her eyes.

 " But Yeah Nic I ain't even surprise at them wanting to replace you. You know we run shit in La Guardia!"

"Yep!! Omgsh how is everyone Bashley, Bthembi, Bandrew? Omgsh I miss everyone so much!"   Nicki missed all her old friends a lot. 

"They're good, they told me to give you this Card" Rihanna handed her the card, as Nicki read it, she started to cry, The sweet messages her favourite teachers had left. The funny messages her friends left bought a smile to her face. Rihanna hugged her friend, " Don't cry, Liddio Mama"

Nicki just smiled. Then wiped her tears when see realised what time it was, time flys when your having fun. "Breanna we gotta go now or else you will be late." 

"Ok let be just wash my hands real quick they feel sticky" Nicki nodded. 

"Meet me downstairs when your done" Nicki went to her parents room to go tell her mother that she was about to leave with Riri and how there won't finish until 6pm. 

"Okay Onika, what that on your neck?" Nicki ran over to her parents mirror, and saw a hickie! 

"Ay dios mio" 

"Onika speak English,"


"Ok! I know what it is, we will talk when I come back on Wednesday." 

"Where are you going?" 


"Why? And how comes I ain't coming pauz"

"Because you have school and I am not going for a holiday. I have important stuff to take care of" Nicki new it was important because usual her mother would have told her weeks before, that she would be going back home. "Don't worry Caiah is coming with us" Nicki's mother said zipping up the suit case that was on the bed.

"Wait dad is going too?" 

"Yes my dear, I know that your responsible enough to know the rules. So I am not going to go thought it. We will be gone by the time you come back so come and get your mama a hug." Nicki walked over to her mother and hugged and kissed her. "Be safe, I will call you when I land and Jelani will be checking up on you, him and Trina are in LA until Monday."

"Ok bye mum, where's dad and Caiah?" 

"At the barbers." 

"Well tell them I said bye" Nicki said leaving the room. She ran downstairs to see Riri waiting. "Oh my bad" she looked at her phone, "Oh crap you have 15minutes to get there."

They both jumped in the car and speeded to the club. Rihanna got there on time, which is amazing considering that they only had 15minutes. Riri was instantly whisked off to hair and make up. Nicki just followed her. "This is serial, like I am living in a fantasy land." her make up artist smile. Once Riri got in to her outfit, the director told her something, Nicki couldnt hear because she was far away. Riri finished putting the jewellery to complete the outfit when the light bulb over her head soon turn on. "Nicki!" Riri motioned her to come over. "Hey girl, I wanna make you dreams come true!" Nicki looked at her friend puzzled, "Yes I want you to star in my music video" 

"What? Uh ahh No way No way I ain't doing it!" Nicki said putting up he index finger and waving it in Riri's face

Rihanna grabbed Nicki's hand and jumped up and down like a 2 year old that didn't get her way "Why!?!" 

"Because I don't wanna.…" 

"Well I am making you do did it Pauz… Linda, Kenneth, Paddy" Her make up artist, stylist and hair stylist, all walked over. "Ok this is my best friend, and she has been the best, and is letting me stay with her so my gift to her is that she is going to be my friends in the video. So Make her look prettier than she is if that's even possible." Everyone laughed but Nic. "Oh and she is on pills that make her say negative stuff like 'No' 'I don't want to do this' oh and 'Imma Kill Rihanna' so pay no mind to her comments okay" 

"Okay" they all said at the same time. 

"Well Go work your magic!"

Rihanna walked away and did sang the whole song in that one outfit, but couldn't change until she did the opening. She run over to Nicki.

"Yo you done?" she asked. 

"I hate you!" Nicki said as Linda finished her make up. 

"Aw Thank you" Nicki rolled her eyes as Linda giggled. 

"Ok you about to despise me" 

"Ugh!! Why?" 

"Because Imma need you to say one line." 

"Nope I aint doing it!"

"Nicki why are you being soo difficult. You know you wanna do it!" 

"First Pauz that, Second no I don't" 

"Please do it for me, I mean I haven't seen you in 3months!!" Nicki rolled her eyes 


"Yay!! Is she done??" Linda nodded, Rihanna pulled her out the chair and ran to the director, to get her line.

"And Action" 

The other girl: Yo this Party is Flawless

Nicki: Still.. The music is too low 

Rihanna: I will make him turn it up. 

After one more costume changes Riri was done. For the day, there did everything they needed to do which means she has a free day tomorrow. Beach!! LoL 

Driving home Nicki was kinda excited to see the video. But she didn't want to show it. "So my mother has gone to Trini for 4days, they all left today."

"Oh word I didn't ever say bye and thanks for letting me say." Rihanna said " Oh My Gee I just realise you have the house to yourself." 

"Yep and?…"

"And I have two words for you, HOUSE PARTY!!!" 

"Uh Nah, I hate throwing party. 1. You have to buy food, and I ain't spending my money on people I don't even know. 2. I have to clean up. And 3. Something always breaks." 

"Well I want to go out, any teen clubs around here?"

"I am sure there is, let me call Drake" Nicki dialed his number and put him on speaker since she was driving. Drake picked up after two rings. 

"Hello Sexy" 

"Hey bub-ba!! Okay Riri wants to go to a club tonight, is there any around here?" 

"Yep I will take you guys there if you want." 

Riri giggled "Please" the girls said at the same time. 

"Oh can we bring Safaree and his girl and your other friend!" Rihanna asked

"okay!! But they have to drive there own cars." 

"yep okay! Bye babe see you at 9ish yeah?" Nicki said.

"Okay! Bye" he hung up

"Wohooooooo PARTY!!!!" Rihanna screamed as Nicki Laughed.

When they got home, Nicki went to the kitchen, to get ice cream. And call her brother. 

"Hi Lani!!" 

"Hey, what's up??" 

"Nothing I just telling you if you wanna come over tonight you can't I am going to a teen club with Riri because she has been working all day"

"Yeah that's cool as long as you don't dance with ain't niggas!!" Nicki looked at her phone and rolled her eyes. Then she heard a whack!! And the phone drop. "Hello!!" 

"Hey girl don't listen to your brother do what you want. Hehehe ok bye he is coming for the phone...... Ahhhhhhh Jelani get off of me." she hung up. Nicki just laughed as she got two spoons out the drawn. Before Nicki went up stairs, she texted everyone (Cassie, Safaree, Em and Cammy) the same thing. 

'Meet at my house at 9:15, clubbing tonight!!! Wohoooo!' 


Friday, 12 August 2011

Breaking Point

Guyzzz I am so so sorry for keeping you wait this long but my cousin Dayzia came from The US and I ain't seen her in 5years... So we had to catch up! This will never happen again I promise to update every week!! Until school starts!! *hides* Enjoy....

Chapter 17

*At School*

Today felt like my first day of school again, you know when everyone was staring and glaring at me. I feel like the last slice of chocolate cake, everyone is trying to get at me. I walk the entrance of LSH, pure silence as I walked all you could hear was my heels connection with the floor. Since everyone wants to watch me I decide to strut my stuff like a runway model, to my locker. LoL! I took my books out of my duffel, dumping them in my locker.

"Hi Sexy" Jabari said putting his hand on the locker beside me.

"Tyrese I told you that can't I see you anymore" I said looking down.

"You know I love you"

"I know but we can never be" I looking in to his eyes

"You dont love me," He said it in a weird voice like he was about to cry, I want to laugh but I couldn't.

"You know I love you "

"Then that means I can do this" he lean forward and smile before pushing him away.

"Jabari that was great, we are going to nail this assignment" I high five'd him. Light bulb!!! "Jabari can I ask you for a favour?"

"Sure Nicki, what is it?"

" Umm you know how I got into the Talent Show? Well can you be one of the actors, basically I am doing a music video on stage."

"Oh my gosh that would be awesome, I'm in." I hugged him.

"Bye Jabari see you around, I will call you for more info" that is my nigga, he is always down for anything!

I finished dumping my books, then I looked in the mirror. I jumped when I saw Drake's face behind me.
"Nicki is this you way of getting, back at me." The fuck is he talking about.

"Good morning to you to babe, oh I had the best sleep last night, thanks for asking." I rolled my eyes

"Cut that shit! What up witchu and Jabari"

What the fuck!! Oh you know what I just can't deal with Drake anymore like this just pathetic, seriously Drake. "He is my drama Partner. The fact that you are asking me, it just ridiculous. The difference between what I just did and what you did yesterday is you knew I was behind you and you still let her touch you like that, but I didn't know you was there and I never touched Jabari once except when I pushed him. You obviously have Trust Issues" I slammed my locker door, a teacher shouted from they classroom 'No slamming doors' as I walked away, with my duffel in my hand. Not bothering to look at Drake, I think he needs to sit in a little corner right now. Ugh!!!!
Sitting in home room waiting for Amber and Cassie to arrive, and people say I'm late all the time. I pulled out my note book, I just felt like writing. I am not an angry person, so I wasn't angry at Drake, I just think he need a break, and I am going to give it to him.
I am in love with this verse I just write for this song called Letcha Go.
As I was putting my note book away, Cassie came through the door. "What's up skinny?" I greeted her.
"What up pretty?" we laughed. I hugged her. "Yo Cassie you need to help me find people, for my performance at the talent show."

Her face lit up "Okay sure we have drama class today so we will just ask the best people. What do you want the performance to be about?"

" Ok I will be singing and rapping" Cassie nodded with my every word. " I want the to be like a Ku Fu class, with a Hot Teacher"


"Yeah I ain't talking to him so no!" I carried on talking before she could ask why."Me and another girl likes him, but he has an interest in me. And she don't like it so we battle with samurai sword. And she wins. But I win his love."

"Deep stuff"


*Drama Class*

I just finished my scene with Jabari and we kissed, that was so weird because Drake was sitting right there. Drake rolled his eyes and pulled out his Blackberry.

Drake: That kiss was to long.

Me: Asshole! :@

How is this Nigga gonna tell me, that kiss was too long. The script say Karla and Tyrese kiss passionately, I basically pecked Jabari's lips. Ugh! That probably lowered our grade and Drake doesn't even a shit.

Before i knew it class was over, and I got my cast!! Wohoooo! Okay so of course we have Cassie, Jabari. 3 extras; Amerie, Vanessa and Lucas
The Girl that hates me in the performance, Renée
My love interest is Zephaniah. I promise you Cassie and I didn't pick the people on the way they look it just happened like that. Ha!

*At Lunch*

Today LA was hotter than usually, so we all (Shad, Omarie, Cassie, Amber, Cammy and Me) decide to sit outside on the grass and have lunch. Amber had gotten a picnic blanket from the back of her Car. When I had finish my Lunch I climbed on top of Em and bounced up and down on her. She loved it we even made sex noises, until it got interrupted by 3 smelly hoes.

"What's going on here?" Lola said trying to be friendly but she had the spiteful look in her eyes. I was about to answer then I saw Keri's stank ass so you know I had to mean mug her.

"Well Amber and I where having a sex moment but we're done now." I got off of Amber, she pouted, I'm guessing she want more of the Nickester. I mean who doesn't.

"I'm sorry can we help you?" Cassie asked "Hoes" I think I'm the only person that heard Cassie say

"No we just wanted to check out Drake's new girl" Lola said.

"Well you found her" why am I siting down I hate looking up to people. Fuck! Why I am tripping Im short I always look up to people.

"Oh... Your his new girl?" Lola said it like she was about to laugh. Imma slap that smile off this cross eyed bitch's face.

"No she is my new woman." Drake said out of nowhere. I couldn't see him because of the sun. "Lola what do you and your hoes want now?" I could see him now. Hehehe.

"Drake, why do you waste you time with fake hoes like that?" Lola asked. Amber stood up ready to fight a bitch. I looked at Drake he look so angry like he wanted to slap her.

"Excuse Me" I don't even know this hoe and she is coming at me.

"No Nic, don't waste you breathe on this worthless piece of shit" My eyes widened, I have never heard Drake talk like that before to a girl.

"Amber sit down," I told her.

"Ok but if she keeps talking smack imma punch her!" Amber shouted so Lola could hear.

"And I will be the first one to throw that punch." I stated.

"Lola why can't you just get over the fact that we're over" Shit Drake dated this slut, woah..... Thats his type the fuck am I doing with him. I joke I love him too much to let him go. "This is my second girlfriend since I dumped you. Get over it" Wow this bitch is crazy!

"You know I can't do that, you was my first, I was your first. Its not easy... " Drake cut her off.

"Bitch we was together in Sophomore year, we fucking Seniors now. Shit!" He Paused "Keri please take your friend, she is just embarrassing herself" they all just turn around and walked away. Drake sat next to me on the blanket. I rolled my eyes as his kissed my cheek. "You okay baby?"

"Drake don't come here and act like the hero, when you have been pissing me off all morning." his smiled turned upside down.

"Nicki it's always something with, can't just appreciate what I just did?"

"That's not my crazy ex girlfriend now is it?" I look at Cassie who was filing her nails."

"What?" I rolled my eyes but he could see me do it. "Nicki I don't get you." he huffed

"Ok… what do you want me to do about that?" I looked in to his eyes; to see love, confusion, sadness and fear… but why fear? What does he fear?

"Talk to me"

"Drake, think about everything you did today. And Remember…This!!" I showed him the promise ring. "And what it means" I got up and put my food in the trash can.

*Social Studies class*

"Omarion Social studies is not the place for you to catch up on you sleep." Mr Duncan said.

"Sir I wasn't catching up I was getting ahead start…" Omarion put his finger to his head. "That's Smart Thinking." I shook my head as everyone laughed. When Mr Duncan walked away, i spoke.

"Omari..." I said in my baby voice.

"Nicki I will not answer you I don't like that nickname it sounds like a girls name."

"Ugh fine… Omarington"

"What that is longer than my actual name." he laughed

"I like it better it's got a special ring to it." I said cheerful.

"No thats just the ringing sound in you head. It's okay we all know your crazy." I punched his arm. I'm not crazy... "Ow! anyways tho, Nic, you and Drake on full blast today at lunch."

"Yeah I know..." I continued to work.

"Are you two going to break up?" he asked, as if me and Drake where getting a divorce. LoL

"No boo boo, every couple fights thats what makes are relationship stronger. Now Drake know what annoys me and I know ticks him off." I pause and looked at him "We will be A-okay" I did the ok sign with my fingers and winked at him.

"Good because y'all are the hottest couple in LSH right now."

"awww thanks Omarington!" I pinched his cheek.

"Pipe down at the back" Mr Duncan was referring to me and Omarington.

*Monday Singing Class*

I haven't spoken to Drake since last Thursday, only because I been busy practicing for the show. It's been hard trying to teach him a lesson because I told y'all this before I love him and it hard to not talk to someone you love, especially if he texts you the sweetest things like a simple 'I Love You' Drake is so sweet to me. Sometimes.

Anyways I am sitting in Ms Palmers class listening to the different couple sing they song beautifully, Drake and I haven't practiced much and to top it all off he had a doctors appointment, he left school at lunch, he still isn't back. This is the last period of the day. He better be here. The school bell rang it was now time for everyone to go home but my class were still here. "The couple that have already sung they song may leave." There was 4couples left and me... I text Drake tell him we are the last ones to sing. Listening to the beautiful voice Jordin her as she sang Reunited gave me the chills, her voice is everything.
Drake ain't even here yet and we are next. Cassie and Marcus finished they song, Cassie wish me luck and left. Shit the heck am I going to do without Drake. "Nicki where is your partner?"

"Umm Ma'am please give him a min he will be here I promise" thing is I don't know if he will be here. Five minutes flew by. No call, No text, Nothing I bit my lip silently praying that Drake will make it here because I knew he wanted to close the show so bad. I got up getting a little impatient. "Ms Palmer" I began


"I don't think he is coming." I said walking up too her desk

"Are you sure you don't want to wait a few more minutes?"

"Yeah he should have been here 20minutes ago, I am just a little upset because I know he wanted to close the show,"

"Well maybe there will be another opportunity in the future."

"Okay Ms Palmer I will see you on Tuesday" As I turned towards the door, Drake ran in panting, he didn't ever spoke he couldn't. His hands on his knee, he tried to calm down.

"Sorry I am late my appointment was longer that expected."

"Your here now so it doesn't matter, would you like some water?" Drake nodded and Ms Palmer left the room. I sat down next to him all quiet, because I haven't spoke to him in a while.

"Are you okay?" the only thing I said and he didn't even answer the question.

"Why are you not talking to me?" he asked me, still breathing heavily.

"I am"

"No you not, I called you a hundred times on the weekend, you ignored my calls and text." I look in his eyes.

"I wasn't ignoring you I was just busy."

"Too busy for your boyfriend."

"Drake can you not start with me." I crossed my legs and folded my arm.

"Fine Nicki, I am sorry for the whole Keri thing and the situation with Lola and for Jabari thing. I apologise please please forgive me." he turned my head to face his.

"No" I said before he leaned in to kiss me, with passion. I haven't kissed him in 6 days of course it was longer than usual. Our making up/making out session was disturbed by a cough, we quickly parted.

"Do you still want your water?" Drake nodded licking his lip. I bit my lip to stop me from smiling. "Okay I know we all want to go home, so let's get started." She said as Drake finished drinking.

"Ms Palmer may I use the piano?" Drake asked

"As you wish”

I felt this song was the most revenant song to how I feel about Drake at this very moment, Drake is my endless love.

Drake started singing and I could really feel the emotion in his voice, like he strongly believed in each word he sang.

‘My love,
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right’

I took a deep breath, as I sang I forgot that anyone else was in the room, I was singing to Him. I look directly in his beautiful eyes.

‘My first love,
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make’

We harmonised, beautifully. I sat on top of the piano the whole time we was singing. Our eyes never parted throughout the song. This is the best I felt in our relationship. Through this one song I felt us as a couple get stronger, I know drake and I will last.
The end of the song was near. I put all my heart and soul into this last bit.

And, YES (Nicki)
You'll be the only one(Drake)
'Cause no one no one can deny (Nicki)
This love I have inside (Drake)
And I'll give it all to you(Nicki)
My love (Drake)
My love, my love (Nicki)
My endless love (both)

As we finished the last line, our eyes were saying I love you. "Well Done Guy, you may leave, and try to keep you're tongues in you own mouth for the sake of my life" I laughed leaving The room. Drake took my bay and carried it to my car.

"We did well sweet cakes."

"Drake, Sweet Cakes?"

"Yeah, your lips are sweet like cakes, I bet the rest of you taste sweet too."

I back up against my car "Maybe one day you will find out” Drake whole body was pressed against mine, there was no space between us, I like it like this. Physical and Emotional. I giggled before he kiss me goodbye.

*Friday Night*

I swear I look horrible, I have bags under my eyes, my body is so sore. No I haven't been up all night having sex, guys. Let me tell you my routine, wake up, go to school, practice after school, eat dinner, does homework and sleep for 2hours before I have to do everything again. I am dying! I told everyone we will not be practice this weekend because my girl Riri is coming to town. Oh and Ms Palmer said it's hard to pick one couple and she meed more time. She said she will tell us on Tuesday!!
It's been so hard to concentrate, while I am talking to Drake, so we haven't talked much either. My life is too busy!

I was walking down the stairs to help my mama with dinner since I had no homework and I came early today, when the door bell rang. It was Jelani. I opened the door and pushed him out the way to hug Trina. Then I flicked the back of his head.

"Why don't you ever tell me when your coming over?" I asked.

" Because I like to surprise you" he said rubbing his head. "You need to stop with that abuse."

"Anywho how are you girl, I am sorry I haven't return any of you calls I have been super busy." I told Trina as we all walked to the kitchen.

" It's okay I figured you was busy. I mean it is your senior year, I know that you have no time on your hands, right now." I am glad she understood that I have no time to myself. She hugged my mum and dad.

"Mama Carol do you need any help with dinner?" Trina asked.

"Yes dear, Can you please help me cut up those carrots." Trina took off her jacket and washed her hands and got to cutting. I was washing everything, they used, pots, pans, knives, trays, etc.

"Where's my husband?" Trina asked, she was talking about Caiah.

"He is taking a nap, which means we can get everything done on time." I told her and she nodded.

"Go Go Go Go!!!! He scores!!!!!" Trina blasted out laughing! My dad and my brother were watching the game, the living room. I shook my head.

"Okay so I drove here and Jelani kept tell me to hurry up because he was going to miss the game."

"That silly boy. You should have slapped his head." my mum advised Trina.

"I did, I was like don't tell me want to do," I laughed and shook my head.

"Good." My mum laughed. These ladies are crazy.

"Mummy can I stop now, my hands look like prunes" I whined.

"Okay baby, I will finish up here" hahaha I always my own way, I mean I am the only girl, this it how life is supposed to be. As I put lotion on my hands the door bell rang. I wonder who that could be.… Drake? Oh shoot I forgot he was coming over for dinner.

"Hi Ms Sandy how are you?"

"I am good." she walked in I took her to the kitchen.

"Mama this is Ms Sandy, Drake mother." my mum washed her hand and dried them before hugging Drakes mother.

"Nice to finally meet you, My name is Carol and this is my son's girlfriend Trina" Trina got up from the breakfast table, and hugged her.

"Trina this is my boyfriend, Drake" he was standing behind me. She greeted him and side eyed me, while he hugged my mum.

I walked over to her, "What!" I said smiling.

"You didn't tell me you had a boyfriend." she whispered staring at Drake.

"Like I said I have been BUSY." I said in a low voice.

"I can see that"

"Ew Trina not like that" I said a little too loud, she giggled as everyone in the room looked at me. "Umm Drake, where is Bubbi?"

"Oh she said she is sorry but she promised the girls a night of bingo? Or something like that." I nodded.

"The game is on if you wanna watch it."

"Ok" I took Drake and his mother to to living room.

"Daddy, Drake is here!" My dad stood up and dapped Drake. "This is Drake mother Ms Sandy" He hugged her.

"Nice to meet you, your son is a joy" My dad just said that because they like the same basketball team, I shook my head.

"I should hope so, Nicki is a beautiful girl. I love her, like my own" I smiled.

Jelani just stood there, oh my bad, "Jelani this is my boyfriend Drake, Drake is my older brother Jelani" Jelani must have shook Drake's hand really hard because Drake hand was red. My eyes widened telling him to play nice. Ms. Sandy and I went back in to the kitchen.

"Nicki, Trina, can you please set the table, dinner is almost ready."

"Ok Mama Mia"

"Carol do you need any help with anything?" Ms Sandy asked

"No don't worry, I'm almost finish, thank you anyway"

Trina and I left the kitchen to go to the Dining Room, to set the table. When we came back to the kitchen, the ladies were laughing about something, before I could ask, my mother asked me to go and wake Micaiah for dinner.
I can do stairs with Caiah on my hip. Everyone was already in the dining room, waiting for us. I put him down in the chair between my mum and Jelani. I sat on the opposite side next to Drake and my mum.

"So who would like to say grace?" My mummy asked.

"I will" I replied as I took Drake's and my mummy's hand. "Lord I thank you for this food we are about receive, I thank the hands made the food. Thank you God for bringing our two families closer together, Amen"

"Amen" Everyone repeated.

"Carol this looks amazing," Ms Sandy told her.

"Thank you,"

We all eat, exchanging small talk across the table, then we some how got to talking about the spiritual retreat Ms Sandy went on.

"Carol you will love it, it makes you feel at peace with your inner soul."

"Oooo I would love that, we should take the girls and all the boys can stay here" My mother laughed. "Robert do you think it's a good idea?"

"Whatever you feel is best for you honey," My dad was not listening. That the answer he gives her Every time he isn't listening. So I laughed but no one knew why.

"I know you," Caiah said pointing at Drake.

"Yes Lamb chop, that's Drake."

"Noooo that's the boy that was on your bed other night" Shit shit shit!!!! Oh Fuck!!! The hell!! Oh fuck. the whole table stared at Drake and I. My dad was red in the face. Caiah was the only one eating, that little evil munchkin :(

"Umm..... No Caiah that was Amber. Remember Dad She told it was her Caiah is just a little confused." Hopefully they bought, it. Drake held my hand under the table, I guess he was scared too. The table was silent, While my mum went to get the dessert which was strawberry cheesecake. Until Trina spoke.

"So Nicki how long have y'all been together?"

"About 2months now," I look at drake for reassurance.

"Wow that's cute!" I smiled showing my dimples. My mum came back in the room

"So Drake, how is school?" My mother asked.

"Very good, I am a straight A student" he said sipping he water. Showoff.

"That's excellent, A little birdie told me you love my daughter" I choked on my drink. The fuck! No ma not in front of Dad. "Onika are you ok?" I nodded.

"Yes Ma'am I do love her with all my heart, I plan on keeping it that way." I looked at him and smiled. Trina said awwww and then she hit Jelani. Smh

"Well just don't go hurting her she is my only daughter."

"I will NEVER hurt Nicki that is a promise."

"Great! The only advice I have for you guys, is don't rush in to thing, you have your whole life ahead of you." My mother is the wisest woman I know.

"Speaking of the future, Nicki do you know where you what to go for college?" Ms. Sandy asked me

"Umm my dream is to go NYU, to study drama."

"Drake how about you?" my dad asked him

"I was going to a college in Canada so I can be closer to my Father" Wait What? He wants to go to Canada, what about us? I know for a fact long distance relationships never work, does this change everything?? I don't know.

"Nicki" my mother snapped her fingers in my face. I most have been think real hard for me not to hear her. "Drake wants to use the bathroom."

"Oh ok," I got up and Drake followed closely behind me. Until we got to the bathroom, he pulled me inside and sat me on the sink. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and giggled before our lips met.

"I have wanted to do that all evening." I giggled at him and jumped down from the sink, adjusted myself.

"Me too" I responded before pecking his lips and leave him to do his business.

I came downstairs to see Ms. Sandy putting on her coat. "You're leaving??" I said sadly

"Yes love it's getting late and I have work in the morning." Minutes later Drake came down stairs. "Well it was nice meeting you all, I had a great time." She said hugging everyone.

"Sandy make sure you call me when you get home, so I know you made it home safe." My mum said at the door. I shut the door behind me, Ms. Sandy got in the car.

"I will see you tomorrow, ok dont forget Riri's plane lands at 9 so pick me up at 8" I reminded him

"Ok I will see you tomorrow." I kissed him and giggled afterwards. Today was a good day! Tomorrow is going to be better!