All Your Love

Chapter 28

After l left Amber's house I decide to go to Safaree's for the first time since I found out he lived "Ayo SB what the fucks good"

"Nothing much. I missed you dude"

"Same here" I hugged him and walked in the house. Without ever take more than 5 steps in to Safaree house I was tackled to the floor by two 14 year old girls. "Oh My... Kyra!! Déjà!!! I miss you babies!"

"We missed you!!" They said as Safaree just laughed at us. The girls got up first then they helped me up. I kissed their little foreheads and hugged them tightly.

"How is school?"

"Great! We are straight A students."

"You are" I raised my eye brow.

"Yup!" Kyra said showing Nicki Déjà and her report card.

"OMG I am proud of you two."

"Ok you little migdets, congrats to you but Nicki and I need to talk!" Safaree interrupted our conversation. I glared at him. "What!?"

"Safaree, we are going to celebrate they success now come on girls get ready we are going shopping!" The girls squealed and run up stairs.

I took my car with déjà and Safaree took his with Kyra. Once we got to the mall the girls came with me to their favourite stores and i bought them a whole outfit from head to toe, accessories included. I wish I had little sisters, it was so much fun, shopping. Déjà dresses like a mini me and Kyra dresses like a little rock star, with her leather jackets. Too cute. The smiles on their little faces were priceless. When Safaree came back, from wherever it was he went, we went to the food court. The girls sat at table when we could see them.

"So SB..." I began. "I hear you are in love."

"Yes! Nicki don't tease" He said.

"What who said I was going to tease. I'm just happy you find someone you truly love." I said sipping my milkshake

"Yeah man, me too."

"Safaree just don't hurt her, she is really fragile."

"I don't plan on doing that. I love her."

"Aww... That's so cu..." my phone buzzed.

Morning beautiful, I miss you like crazy. ~ Drake

I cheesed my phone as I texted him back.

Aw babe I'm coming over tonight and I miss you too even tho I saw you yesterday :P ~Nicki

Ever sec w/o you feels like a life time. Oh ok I'll pick you up then. ~Drake

You Corny AF! Lol Ok oh and ILY papi ~Nicki

Love you more ~Drake

"Nicki you're cheesing, blushing and giggling at your phone." Safaree chuckled at me, grabbing my attention.

"Shut up!" I playfully pushed him.

"Okay I will stop. So what are you doing for you birthday?"

"Going to Miami with just a group of people, are you gonna come right?"

"Of course!"

"Good because you know can't do anything without my real Nigga. My real Coon!"

"BC for fucking life!" I dapped him. Safaree loves to gas me up. "You know what we need to shut the fucking city down."

"Go all out!"

"Fuck yeah! Bring out all the whips! All the ice! And shut the motherfuckin city down" I was crying!!

"What? Safaree you're a freakin lunatic." I was laughing so hard. "Anyway, let go I'm wanna take a nap before Drake picks me up." We collected ourselves together and walk out the mall.

Safaree carried my things to my car while the girls hugged and kissed me. "Bye dolls, I will see y'all late okay?"

"Okay! Bye Nic!" They got into Safaree's car.

"Thanks Faree!" I said as he put my things in the trunk of my car.

"No problem!" I hugged him.

"See you soon okay... I will call you later"

"Okay...” With that he walked back to his car. I jumped in my range and drove off.

I woke up around 4ish and I instantly had the urge to call Aiden. Like I had to do it right there and then. I pick up my phone and called Aiden, after two rings he picked.

"Hello?"He sounded sleepy.

"Um... Aiden?"

"Yeah! Who's this...? Oh Nicki?" he must have looked at his phone. "What do you want?" he said with attitude.

"I know what I did was wrong in a sense but you calling me immature is bull because you wouldn't her fucked with me if you really thought that."

"Did you call me to say this shit?"

"Yes! It just like hit me... The only reason you spent so much time with me is because you wanted to fuck me."

“You call up my phone and tell me shit like this"

"I actually call you to apologise for my behaviour and for leading you on. But I just realised why would an old guy be interested in me?" I paused. He didn't say a word. "Exactly, you never liked me and soon as I told you I don't have a man you thought 'even better no string attached'. And to think I cried over you! What a waste of tears! I will never call you and you never call me." I hung up then I dropped my phone in my bag and headed down stairs because Drake told me before I took a nap that he would pick me up at 4:15.

"Hey babe!" I shouted from my front door.

"Hey love," I kissed him then got in his car.

"So my mother is missing you like crazy because she couldn't really speak to you at thanksgiving the other day."

"Really?" I said then I tuned him out. I don't know why I didn’t think of that before. I mean why would a 19year old boy talk to a 17year old. I mean... Ugh! I'm frustrated. He knew what he was doing that night. Poor Drake knows nothing.

"NICKI!!!"

"WHAT??"

"Wow who put laxatives in your coffee this morning?"

"Sorry, I just have a lot on my mind."

"I can tell, you didn't even hear you phone ring."

"Oh..." It rang again. I took it out from my bag and look at the caller ID it was Aiden. I ignore it.

"Aiden?" Drake said before pulling over. "Ain’t that the guy you were on top of?"

"Drake don't start!"

"Nah, you actually didn't tell me what happened that night"

I don't think I could tell him. I'm too scared, so I pick up the annoying buzzing sound.

"Hello?" Drake chuckled and just glared at me. A glare I didn't want to see.

"For your information I really did like you, I thought you were cute."

"What and you don't no more?"

"Well you have a boyfriend now and I don't want to disrespect him."

"Are you fucking serious!" Drake said aloud.

"Aiden can I call you back." I didn't wait for a reply I just hung up.

"Like Fuck Nicki!!! I can't believe you!"

"What?"

"This whole week you have been acting shady. Today I finally ask you what happened that night and you acting dumb."

I squirted at him, "Did you just call me dumb?"

"No I said you acting dumb."

"You really wanna know what happened?" He nodded. "Okay Aiden kissed me." Drake sat back in his seat and stared at the houses in front of us. "Say something"

"When Safaree kissed you I was so understanding. I trusted you. I told you to let it be the first and the last time." He said calmly but I could hear the anger in his voice.

"Let me explain... Please." I was about to cry.

"Nicki, you are very attractive! You need to know a lot of boys are going to hit on you. But you can't be whoring yourself to other guys. Thats probably why Trey had to find someone better. Only God knows because when I'm not with you, you act like you don't have a man."

Drake drove slowly next to me as I power walk. Wearing my black and grey Jordans, army shorts and a white and black long sleeve tee. "Yo Nicki get back in the car." He said apologetically but we all know I'm stubborn.

"No, I'm sorry but I don't want to be an even bigger whore that I am now!" I walked a little faster.

"Come on Nicki you know I didn't mean that."

"Oh, but you did because you said it and if you said it you think and if you think it you feel it and I don't like that." I felt like pulling my hair out, I would have is it wasn't in a neat ponytail. "You know what's so bad about this whole situation?" I stopped walking so I could look at him. "You didn't even let me explain." I leaned on my left foot then folded my arms.

Drake got out his car. "Fine Explain." I wiped my face with the back of my hand.

"Ok so I was helping him rehearse his play because he is a drama major and he was supposed to kiss me. But when he did I had to push him off me because he didn't keep his hands to himself. I got this hickey because I was on the phone to you and I tried to move. But failed. That was it. I didn't come on to him. He just got carried away and if anything I try to stop it. I didn't charm him in to my whorish ways." I rolled my eyes and continued walking. He grabbed hold of my arm and turned me around. I slapped his face. "Don't you ever bring my ex into our relationship, this relationship consist of two people not three. Never ever disrespect me or my name again." I continued walking. I was so mad, I didn't even realise what I just did. My head was spinning; I could feel a headache forming so I stopped walking.

"Nicki are you okay?" I didn't care much for his concern. I just ignored him and tried to escape his grasp on my arm. "Nicki I'm sorry. Please just stop." I was in tears, angry and sad but through all that, all I could think about it how much the man in front of me means to me. Even when we are at our worst I still love him. So very much. "I'm sorry okay." He hugged me. "I didn't mean anything that I said. You're my world and I don't want to destroy you with my abusive words so I'm going to work on that." He kissed my forehead, as I cried silently into his grey sweater. He walked me back to his car.

We arrived at his home, and he took me to his room and held me. I didn't speak the whole journey there, I just cried. I was still a little hurt by his words. He carried me onto his bed and cuddled me in silence. "Please stop crying." I looked at him. I looked at his perfectly pink lips, his beautiful face structure and his luscious hazel eyes, that were to die for.

"I'm going to work on being in a relationship. Drake…" I climbed on top on him. He laid flat on his back while I laid flat on him; I put my hands flat under my chin and looked into his eyes. "I have never been in a 'proper' relationship and I guess I don't know how to act. So imma work on it. That said I want to start by wearing my ring again if you still have it."

"Yes of course you can have it back." I smiled briefly.

"Drake I love you" I kissed his soft lips. "You're my everything" I kissed him again. "I'm sorry for being bipolar this past week; I just had too much to think about."

"I understand... I don't think I could ever stop loving you." he kissed me. "You're the aglet to my laces" I chuckled. "Okay you’re the ketchup to my fries." I tilted my head to the side.

"What? Baby No! Please Stop!" I was laughing hysterically.

"Ahhhh..." He flipped us over. "That’s the smile I love to see." He squeezed my butt causing me to erupt in to laughter.

"You're so silly."

"Yep I know." We just laid there; I stroked Drake cute curls as there was pure silence, it was like was communicating telepathically. It was nice. Until I felt his stick.

"Really Drizzy?" I giggled.

"What? Little Drizzy has needs."

"I would have fulfilled those needs if you momma wasn't upstairs but..." I trailed off.

"What!!!" Drake sat up, "Are you serious?" I nodded. "You're ready?" I nodded "Okay Okay I could lock the door and I will try and keep you quiet." I wanted to laugh so hard.

"Drake I was joking... Are you that thirsty?"

"You so WRONG for that!" Aw he is mad. Oop! "Yes I haven't had sex in like a year! Do mess with these things." I rolled my eyes playfully.

"Drake, I want my first time to be special. Not just a quick thing. I want you to take your time."

"You wanna do it will me?"

"Hell yeah! I know you will definitely be my first."

"Good because I can't imagine myself with anyone else."

"Me neither." I smiled at him and he smile back.

"Drake, Nicki dinner is ready." Ms Sandy yelled for the top of the stairs.

"Okay!"

So There we have is no more secrets, no more drama just a happy couple. All they had to do was smoke! The End....

All your Love by K'La!!!! s/o to @Chevy_URDancer for the song choice it describes this chapter perfectly...

I joke! I joke! I kid! I kid!! Just 10more chapters and 2interludes before they do it! LooL

I see I have over 55 followers so... Imma need 15comments before I post. Or we just gonna have to smoke... Ya dig?

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Chapter 27

Drake's POV

I walked out the bathroom after doing my daily routine fully clothed. I ran up the stair from my room/basement. The sweet aroma of my mother’s famous pancakes filled my nose, causing me to float all the way to the kitchen. I kissed her cheek. "Good Morning Mom, No work today?" I asked because it was a Tuesday and she normally had work all week.
"Morning Aubrey," She said in a sweet voice. "Yes I do but I am starting late today."
"Oh Cool!" I sat and ate my breakfast, grateful that my mother made it.
Once I had finished licking my plate clean, I kissed my mother on the cheek, saying my goodbyes and left my house.
Before going to school I bought a bouquet of pink and white roses for Nicki, she said she wanted to feel special well that is what I am going to do. Make her feel like number one. I mean I do love her, a lot. I just need to show her more often. I think Nicki is kinda mad at me because of this so I need to act fast if I wanna keep her as my girlfriend.
After picking up the flowers from the florist I headed to school. I got to home room just on time. When I got there I saw Zephaniah talking to Nicki, she was very interested in what he had to say. The bell rang and he left to go to his home room.

Hey babe what was that about? - Drake

I decide to text her because I don't sit near her.

What are you talking about?-Nicki

Zephaniah, why was he talking to you?-Drake

Really Drake, you're going to start this jealous shit again? - Nicki

I don't understand, all I did was ask a question. Why is she trippin? I didn't text her back because I rather talk to her face to face. The bell rang for first period which Nicki and I have to together. I caught up with her and put my arm around her shoulders, pulling her close so I could kiss her forehead. "What up Ma?"
"Nothing..." She said coldly.
"Hey what's wrong?" I asked really concerned, I hope nothing is wrong, I could tell there was something heavy on her mind.
"Nothing." She said, agitated. I stopped her in the middle of the hallway, and pulled her aside.
"Talk to me..." she sighed,
"Drake I am not in the mood." She started to walk away.
"Yeah but you was in the mood to be all lovey dovey with Zephaniah." I said that without thinking and soon after regretted it.
Nicki walk back to me. "Drake imma slap the shit out of you, keep talking smack." She was pissed off "Do you not trust me?"
So much for making today perfect, that pretty much went out the window! "Yes, I do"
"Then babe, you have nothing to worry about." She kissed me and grabbed my hand and led me to class. Something about the way she said that, made me feel like something was wrong, I just brushed it off for now. She walked in to the music room while I ran back forgetting me plan, I had to do this...

Ms Palmer was late so that meant I could work some Drizzy Charm. I walked over to Nicki and interrupted her conversation with Cassie. "A single red rose for my Endless Love" She giggled like a 5year old and blushed. She took the rose from me and took a whiff of it.
"Aww Drizzy... How cute! Thank you Boo!" She kissed my lips.


"That was sweet." I said referring to the kiss.
"Mmm Yes it was" I pulled her closer as she giggled.


"Give Daddy Some Sugar!" I said in my Mr. T voice, she chuckled.
"Hahaha Stop!" I crashed my lips in to hers. We were in the moment, but were interrupted by a cough. We pulled away to see Ms. Palmer.
"I thought I told y'all to keep you're tongues in your own mouth for the sake of my life" She smirked.
"Thank God Ms. Palmer I was just about to throw up."
"Keri didn't I tell you to stop being Salty?" Keri smacked her lips together. "Now because I am cool and I am a big fan of young love imma let this side. Next time y'all may get detention. Go and sit down." Nicki and I sat in our normal seats.
"I love you Ms. P," Nicki said.
"Everyone loves me... Now Class..." (I will spare y'all the details, all the class did was compose song and write about how they did it.)

Lunch...

Nicki POV

I walked into lunch laughing at Amber's ratchet ass. I couldn't get over the fact that Zephaniah asked me to the dance... Like WTF? He knows I am Drake's girlfriend. I like him, he's sweet but today I had to put him in his place. Lord knows I couldn't tell Drake because I know he would lose it. Today has been interesting, Drake gave me two roses so far, but I am still mad that he ain't asked me to the dance yet and someone else has. If he doesn't ask me by the end the day, I might have to go with Zeph.


I feel like he doesn't even care. I got a bowl of hot wings and sat with the group. I finished eat and starting to make a beat on the table with me finger nails. "Where's Drake?" I asked, no one answered me; Cassie just pointed in the direction the door. I turned around; Drake was holding a teddy bear and pink roses. The whole cafeteria was silent, all eyes was on him. My face lit up! Hahaha this in soo corny!
"Onika Maraj," he began, my eyes widened at the sound on my government name being used in front of everyone! He is so cute though. "Would you please go to the Dance with me?" Girls aw'd and some of them rolled they eyes and went about their business.
"Yes She will" Cassie answered for me. I laughed at her silliness.
"Um… I said make me feel special not go corny on my ass" His smile dropped... "Baby I kid I kid! Of course I will." Everyone who was watching stand up and clapped as Drake hugged me. Lola and her crew came with their stank asses.

"Omg this school is so dramatic." Keri said loudly causing everyone to stop and look at them.
"Well obviously you're in the wrong school F.Y.I, LSH is a performing arts school, and Drama is always going down here, good or bad." I said with attitude.
She looked at me up and down. The fuck I look like... Bitch I will cut you. "Why is your face screwed up like you having Hot Flashes" Everyone laughed at her, Drake pulled me to the table.
"I was finna slap a bitch!" I mumbled.
"I know that's why I pulled you away. You ain't getting suspended for beating the shit out of her, you ain't missing that dance."
"Yes Boss!" I said saluting him as he chuckled at me and half hugged me and pulled me closer.
"Ha Cute!" he commented.
"I know!" I bat my eyelashes at him. He kissed my forehead.
"I love you" Drake whispered in my ear. With his arm still around me I intertwine my fingers with his and kissed him short and sweetly.
"I love you"
"Aww this is a picture perfect moment."Cassie cooed. I laughed and hide my face in his neck as she took the picture.
"You're so silly, Cassie"
"No I am not Nicki, I am adorable" I giggled.
"What are you made of?" I asked shaking my head.
"Sugar, Spice and everything Nice"
"In what world?"
"The one with rainbows and unicorns!" The whole table laughed at are conversation.
"Yo sleep over at mine this Friday" Amber told, not so much asked us.
"Hell Yeah!" Cassie and I said together.
"We're in!" the boys said.
"Uh no! But you can come over for a couple hours." Amber told them.
Shad and Omarington got up from the table and started jumping up and down like girls. "Yay we finally got invited to a sleep over!" I was dead. These Dibsticks!
"Uh… Not if you do that" Amber warned.
Omarion and Shad quickly sat down.
"Umm Amber..." Cassie sang.
"Whaaaaaaat" Em sang back.
"Can I invite Safaree?" I turn my head so fast.
"What? I thought we told you to leave him alone, since he keeps leading you on..." I yelled.
"What the Heck!! Nic Don't Yell at Me…" Cassie raised her voice at me for the first time since we have been friends.
"What do you mean? You even said the other day that he is a jerk!!! Safaree is messing with your head and you’re too weak to see that!" Cassie furrowed her brows at me. "I'm just trying to be a friend." Cassie's face was red. I rambled on and no one stopped me.
"You Know What? I'm done!" Cassie ran out the Cafeteria, I think she was crying.
"Holy Shit! Why do I always do that...?” I asked myself.
"Come on Nic you know she is mad sensitive." Shad said to me.
"I know"
"Let me go check on her." Amber got up from the red plastic lunch bench.
"No! This is my mess... I will clean it up." I stood up and looked at my phone to see the time. We had 10minutes left of lunch. I walked down the hall until I saw the girls’ bathroom. I walked in and heard sobbing, I walked in a little bit more to see what stall she was in. "Cassie, let me in please." I knocked on the stall door. "Please I'm sorry."
"No I am good on this side." Cassie voice cracked slightly.
I pouted at the sound of her voice. "Well I am really sorry."I said melancholy.
"No you're not."
"Cassie would I say it if I didn't mean it." There was silence I didn't speak neither did she. :( Once the bell rang I could instantly hear the chaos outside. "Cassie I will see you class and I am so sorry."
Next was Spanish and that's one of the class that Amber, Cassie and I shared.

"Hey did you find her?" Amber asked me as I sat in my normal seat, I nodded. "What did she say?”
"Nothing Much, she just hates Me."
"Well..."
"What?"
"You did call her weak, Nicki you know she hates when people mistake her kindness for weakness." I didn't even realise what I said, I was just speaking without thinking. I slapped my forehead.
"Oh My..." I pouted and put my head on the table in front of me.

"Good Afternoon class I am you Spanish sub, Ms Martinez, Mr Lopez is sick so I well be you teacher."

"Sorry I am late..." As my head was still on the table I didn't see Cassie walk in but I heard her.
She walked over to me; I lifted my head as she sat in her normal seat. Her hair was in a ponytail and her whole face just looked like she was crying.
After Ms Martinez said the register, "Your teacher left you some work and if you need help just asks me. Oh and as you can tell by my accent I speak Spanish and I feel you will learn more if I spoke in my language so this is the last time I will be speaking English."
I filled out my workbook with ease, but it just felt weird, no one is talking to me... :(
Amber past me a note. "Gworl this is the quietest I have been since Never!!" I was cracking up.
"Em, really?" I raised my brow. "Okay so Friday?" I asked. It felt like the most extraterrestrial thing not talking to Cassie.
"Yep!" I turned around to face Cassie.
"Cassie I am sorry for all those things I said. I didn't mean any of it."
She glared up at me. "I thought you said you say everything you mean."
"Come on Cass, how many times do I need to say sorry?"
"Nicki you said I was weak... I'm just trying to Change the way people view me."
"Well you're being really mean and if changing people's views about you is gonna make you act like this… Then..." I shook my head before I said anything I was going to regret. "Look I just don't want to see you hurt because you’re my friend and I love you." Why am I soo moody today, first Drake now Cassie... I need to be better tomorrow because I am in the shittiest mood and it isn't cool. Cassie face softened up... "You’re forgiven. It's hard being mean." I shook my head and giggled. We just talked about Friday the whole lesson but every time Ms Martinez looked up we would speak in Spanish.

Friday...

"Okay babe I will see you later." I leaned back on the trunk of my car as we our lips locked. "I love you boo" I breathe as I pulled away. I hopped in my range rover drove to Amber house.

"So what we gonna eat?" I asked because I was curious since Em's parents are out of town, her two younger brothers are her grandparent’s house and her brother TJ are at his friend's house. I know Em cannot cook to save her life.

"Why you always hungry?" she questioned me.

"I am not when you’re cooking..." I replied with a smirk.

"You wrong for that." I giggled

"I love you girl but you can't cook!" I exclaimed as I hugged her waist from the side. She glared coldly at me, before answering my first question.
"Take out... Chinese or Pizza?"


"Chinese!"
I ran upstairs to Cassie, while Em ordered the food. She was reading a magazine with Van Diesel on the front. "Ooo Girl he is fine, I swear the God if I wasn't with Drizzy, Van and I would be one!" I exclaimed as I jumped on Em's bed next to her.
"Gwooooorl please... This is my bew bew..." I rolled my eyes.
"Gworl, sit ya ass Zooown!" She laughed at me.
"So Nic, what's up with you?" she said putting the magazine down and focusing all her attention towards me.

"Why you ask?" I was avoiding the question.

"Because girl, everyone can see for the past week that you have something heavy on your mind."


"Ummm…" I started to get a little nervous and play with fingers.
"Nicki tell me" she said angelically.

"Um, okay well you know Aiden, the guy I met at juicy couture..." She nodded. "Well h-he kissed me like the other day."
"What?!" Amber bust through the door.
"Please don't make me repeat it..." I said looking down.
"But Drake..." I cut Cassie off.
"He doesn't know. That’s why I have been acting weird lately. I put myself in this situation" I confessed, "I didn't tell Aiden that I got back with Drake, I led him on and now he hates me. Drake is gonna hate me." I flopped forwards on to Em pillow.
"Well Gworl I suggest you talk to the both of them."
"I will, tomorrow."
"Well Okaaaaay."
"So let's watch the notebook" I suggested
"Oh Hell No! I heard that movie is sad as fuck!" Em exclaimed.
"Yeah I ain’t in the mood for crying... Let's watch Breakfast at Tiffany's" Cassie said holding the DVD in her hand.
"Yes... Audrey is the best actress ever" Em said taking the DVD from Cassie. Once we reached the bottom step the doorbell rang. "That would be our food"
"Ahhhh good what did you order?" Cassie asked.
"Chinese" Em replied. Cassie and I made our way to the Home theatre room. Once Em returned with our food then we popped the DVD in. It was silent as we watched the movie. Amber was intrigued by the movie; the only movement she made was her chopstick picking up her noodles. Cassie was mouthing every word Audrey said as was I.

Once the Chinese food was gone and the movie was finished, Amber called the boys over. The door bell rang within 10minutes. Amber opened the door, "Hey Guys" she let them in to the theatre room where we was chillin'. Drake came in through the door and walk to the front row, which is where I was seated and he sat on me.
"Hi babe." he greeted me.
"Lmaoo get off me you big douche" I said between laughs.
"Not until you kiss me"
"No babe your ass is heavy"
"You know you love this ass"
"Hahaha oh, I do! Now get off me."
"Kiss me first!"
"Fine." I gave him what he wanted. Then he got off me. "You're so dumb." I giggled.
"I love you though." I rolled my eyes playfully and turned my head.
"Hey guys!" I greeted Wiz, Omari and Shad.

We decide to "watch" bring it on, because Safaree wasn't here yet. Drake is so weird, I swear whenever we watch a movie he is forever staring at me.
"Babe?" I said still watching the movie.
"Yes..." he answered
"Quit staring"
"I can't you're too beautiful" I blushed then rolled my eyes.
"Boy stop"
"Not my fault you look so damn sexy." I side eyed him, his voice was so deep and sexy. “I could just bite that ass”
"Hahaha you stupid"
"Real talk though Nic, like how hell did I get to call such a beautiful, talented and smart girl, my girlfriend." I looked at him and saw his all so serious face. I just looked down and blushed. "Nic I really do love you, more that you will ever know." I looked up at him. He licked his perfectly created lips and cupped my left cheek with his right hand bringing me closer. Our lips touched lightly for a second, before I spoke "I love you too" he kiss me lips like his life depended on it. I pulled away and got up from my seat and sat on him. He cradled me like a baby, as I smuggled in to his chest. I forgot everyone else was there that is how Drake makes me feel when I'm in his presence, like we are the only two people in the world.
Once SB got here everyone went their separate way in the house. Cassie and Safaree stay in the theatre room. Amber and Wiz were talking on the patio. Shad and Omarion "were making the food" meaning raiding Amber's fridge. Drake and I were in the living room. Amber put on the home stereo; Where you at By Joe as blasting through the house.
"Drake why are you so good to me?" I asked as I played with his fingers.
"Why are you too good for me?" He questioned I just stared at him. Oh he is gonna hate me after I tell him.
"Drake I have to tell you something" I looked in to his eyes. Then Summer time by Vybz Kartel started to play and all the couples came to the living room and started dancing. I rolled my eyes when Drake asked me to dance. He pulled me up anyway and made me dance. Then Mavado I'm so special played and I lost it, I was singing along and whining my hips. Drake was behind me kissing on my neck as we rocked to No Game by Serani. He whispered the lyrics in my ear. "Gyal ya my one and only." He wrapped his arms around my torso until Wine Pon Di Egde started playing; he moved his hands to my hips and guided my hips to the movement of his. I forgot all about the conversation I was about to have with him.




We danced for about an hour before the boys went home. It was 10pm and we were in our PJs eating ice cream.


“We like our ice cream how we like our man” Cassie and her theories, I just laughed “No don’t laugh, listen Amber have fudge brownie ice cream which means she likes black boys who are sensitive and soft on the inside but hard on the outside. I have chocolate ice cream so I just like black boys nothing more, nothing less. And Nicki you have butter pecan ice cream so you like fair skinned guys and nuts” We laughed because it was true.


“No I like cocky dudes”


“Hahaha see I was right!”
" Anyway Cassie you never did tell us why you're still with Safaree." Amber said dipping her spoon in her ice cream.
"Oh I am his girlfriend now" She said nonchalantly as I choke on my butter pecan ice cream.
"What?" I manage to say still coughing.
"Uh nah! Girl imma need you to remind that shit like what the fuck" Amber shouted.
"Explain!" I said
"Okay okay chill… what had happen was..." I rolled my eyes.
"Bitch can you speed up to the story"
"Okay Well that day y'all told me SB was wasting my time; he called me to go to his house. Then he started kissing on me and shit I was like fuck off of me, I started yelling at him tell him how other guys want me to be their girl and some other shit that I don't remember. He was like go then."
"That's fuck up 3 months of your life wasted with this nigga" I was mad he said that.
"I know, but let me finish. So I left his house and went home crying, oh you know how i thought my mother forgot her key, it was Safaree knocking on my front door then he barged in. I screamed at him tell him to leave but he kissed me and lifted me up instead. He told me that he loved me!"
"What?? Safaree Llyod Samuels told a girl that he loved her?" I was in shock because I have known Safaree all my life and he has never ever EVER given a girl his hat... But he did that for Cassie on the first date. Safaree NEVER EVER said I love you to another girl beside me; I was his best friend and his mother. "Girl all I am going to say is you are one special girl."
"I know and it doesn't stop there we had sex," Amber gave her a look. "Don't worry my momma made me get an implant. Girls that was the Best Sex I Ever Had! I swear he worked a little harder to please me."
"Ewww!! Cassie that is my brother!! Spare me the details!" I was about to throw up.
"Sorry… always when I woke he was gone but he left a note."
"Ooo girl what did it say?"
"I can't remember, something about how he loves me and I should call him I think... But I called him and he said he was taking me out. I got ready and he made me put on a blind fold, long story short he asked me to be his girl. I said yes and he told me I need to be more iced up and got me a bracelet."
"Awwwww..." Amber and I said.
"That’s cute is he coming to the dance?"
"Hell Yeah... I am not walking in there alone." She said scraping the bottom of her tube of ice cream.
"Speaking of the dance we need to go shopping and Cassie and I need to get our hair done."
"So do I" Amber said matter of factly.
"Oop!" Cassie laughed
"Cassie shut up!" I hit her with a pillow and she flew off the bed. So I laughed
"Ow!!! Nicki!" She got up and hit me with a different pillow.
"PILLOW FIGHT!!!!" Em Yelled!!!

20 minutes later and two broken pillow we were exhausted. Cassie's head on my ankles, my head was on Em's ankles and her head on Cassie ankles. Feathers all over Amber's bed but we was too tired to care.
"Love you guys. I am so glad you two are my friends. Like when I need you, y'all are always there. Yall ain't never been gypsy or did me dirt. I just want yall to know that I love you so much, sisters for life." I randomly out busted with that but I feel it needed to be said.
"Girl We love you too."
"Yeah, for years it was just Cassie, Jaz and I but when she left everyone one went their separate ways, like Jaz was the glue that brought us together. Cassie was always with Drake and I was always in a meeting. That happened because before you came Jaz told me some messed up shit that made me hate Cass, when I found out it wasn't true, Cassie and I ended up being cool again and you just made us have a stronger bond than before. I know you would never do us dirt like her. I love you for that." Em was in tears so was Cassie. Shit they made me cry. I sat up and hugged them.
"Shit boi, we must have some fucked up hormones" I laughed.
"Hahaha lol Yeah hahaha I can see us pregnant, Amber will be the annoying bitch all lazy and shit. I will be the emotional wreck and you will be the hungry monster eating all the time"
"I do that now though LooL!" We laughed our butts off until we passed out.


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Chapter 26

Cassie POV

Tuesday afternoon and the whole of lakeside high was in the auditorium for a whole school assembly. "I know some of you were wondering when we are gonna have a dance. Well, due to the concerts and talent show, homecoming was cancelled. But the basketball team are going for their 10th win against the Raven-Borne High school. So the day after that we will have a Winter Wonderland dance." Amber said as she stood behind the podium. The principle had stood her that she cannot be screaming like she did in the last speech. "There will be a King and Queen so get voting! That will be all." Amber made a face at the principle. Everyone was talking they were all super excited about the dance.

Next Day at Lunch...

"Ayo Cassie, you want go to the Dance with me?" Tyrone asked as I walked in to cafeteria,
"Umm no thanks" I said walking over to my friend, leaving him dumbfound.

"Cassie where you been?" Nicki asked me as she feed Drake a grape.
"I had to stay behind, my science teacher wanted to talk to me about my project."
"Well Gworl, I wanna know what happened over there with my Nigga Ty?" Amber asked as Wiz buried his head in her neck.
"Oh nothing he just asked me to The Dance and I said no..."
"Woah Cassie that the fifth Nigga you have turned down... What you want a white boy? No offence Boo." Nicki said to Drake.
"None taken."
"But Safaree might no..."
"Hold up!" Amber Said "Drake, Cameron, can you go get Nicki and I something from the vending machine."
"Ok"
"Sure"
Nicki and Amber sat right next to me; Amber on my left, Nicki on my right. "Cassie I know you ain't thinking about Safaree," Amber exclaimed.
"Cassie, you and Safaree ain't even together." Nicki Stated. "I mean I know I put y'all together but his dumbass ain't committing to shit."
"Yeah girl, we only telling you this because we love you and you’re a down ass chick and any dude will be lucky to have you." Amber said, I hear what they are saying but I still wanna be with Safaree.

"I love you guys’ soo much." I hugged them. "But I wanna be with Safaree."
"Honey, I know you like him but its 3months and you’re not even his official girl." Amber said in her Philly accent. I just shrugged I guess they are right... Like why am I wasting my time.

Later on That Day...

Safaree asked me to come over. I have no clue why he said he has to talk me. The thing is, I need to speak to him too. What Amber, Nicki and I talked about at lunch was still fresh on my mind. Maybe I do need to move on. I knocked on his front door. He answered the door straight away. "Hahaha was you waiting by the door." I asked.
"Something like that... Come in" I walked in the house and he escorted me to his room. I sat on the edge of his bed, while he closed the door. I took off my leather jacket because it was hot. He sat next to me and started kissing on my neck. Oh My... I love his lips on my skin, I thought as he was slowly making me melt inside. I was not here for that.
"Safaree Stop..." I moaned. It wasn't supposed to come out like that. "Stop!" I was wondering why he wasn't stopping, so I started to shout. "Stop Safaree!!" he continued to kiss on my neck as he got on top of me. My hands were above my head, I was helpless. "Stop Safaree!!" He saw my face and stopped.
"Oh you weren’t playing?" he said climbing off of me. I collected myself.
"I THOUGHT YOU WANTED TO TALK! I AM NOT HERE FOR YOUR DUMB ASS BOOTY CALLS!" He was shocked that I was yelling at him, I have never shouted at him before. "You know what? I don’t need this! I have had it up to here! We're not ever together! I have A LOT of guys chasing after me." I ranted on.
"So stop running!" I squirted my eyes at him. "Let 'em have you"
"You Know What?? You're an Asshole. I can't believe I was with you for 3month and I not even your girlfriend." I had tears running down my face, he stayed silent. "Thanks for wasting my time. Goodbye Safaree." I said as I picked up my jacket from his bed. I left his room and I left his house. I couldn't believe him, he just sat there. I thought he cared about me, obviously I was wrong. I wiped my tears away only to have fresh ones fall down my face. Thank God no one was home I could deal with another asking what's wrong. I just grabbed a box of tissues and call Amber and Nicki. "Hello?"
"Hey Girl, are you crying?" Nicki said with her mouth full.
"Cassie do you need us to come over?" Amber asked
"No I am good, just wanted to tell y'all that I spoke to Faree, let's just he is a jerk."
"Aw My poor Cassie, I am so sorry." Nicki cooed.
"It's alright. I will call y'all later I think my mother lost her key again." I said referring to the banging on my front door.
"Okay Bye" they said in unison, and then I hung up and raced down the spiral stair case. I just opened the door.
"Momma you need to…" I stopped once I saw it wasn't my mother at the door. I closed the door back in his face but he put his hand on the door and pushed it back enough for him to slip in.
I lifted my hair up with my hand then dropped it out of frustration. "SAFAREE I SAID GOODBYE!" I yelled in his face. He grabbed my waist and pulled me close to him. "Safaree get off me!" I said in a hush tone. He kissed me, so passionately. I kissed him back, I couldn't help it, his lips were just everything. He lifted me up and took me to my room while our tongues wrestled. We sat on my bed. His hand was on my thigh and mine was on his knee. I pulled back from the kiss. "Safaree, we can't do this."
"Do what?"
"Us...” I stated, "Faree I wanna be your girlfriend. I have been patient but now I am tired. You can't just come here, kiss me and expect everything to go back to the way it was. I am going back to being your booty call. Safaree I really like you and it hurts that you don't wanna be with me." I looked away from him so that he won't see me cry.
"Cassie..." He said "Cassie look at me." I turned to face him. He took my hands in his then spoke. "Cassie I called you over to tell you that I love you." My heart stopped. "I love you, I love everything about you, your hair, your eyes, the way you always apply your fruity lip gloss, the way you giggle right before I put it down, the way you laugh at my stupidity. I love you!" I was speechless. I have never had another guy say he loves me before, I don't know what to say. "It's just a shame it took me this long to figure it out. Ever since we met, I knew there was something about you. Even when I was feeling someone else, my mind didn't put you to ease. I am just not good with the mushy lovey dovey shit but for you I'll try." I was smiling hard until the last bit.
"Wait you was feeling someone else? While we was dating?"
"Yep but it was just a crush, I love you."
"Aw Faree." I climbed on his lap straddling him. I kissed his full lips as I reached for the hem of his shirt. I lifted it over his head pushing him down on to my bed. I kissed his lips as I felt him go hard. I took off my crop top and jeans while he took off his jeans. I laid down on my bed. He slowly took off my panties with this mouth. His fingers danced on my fold before they went in. My juice rushed out as his fingers went in and out. He pulled out, I was already panting. He pushed his love inside me. He leaned over my body. I was breathing heavily in his ear as he went slowly in and out of me. He hit my spot. I moaned. He hit it over and over. I was no longer moaning but I was screaming. He put my legs on his shoulders, letting me feel the whole thing inside me. I softly whispered his name in his ear. I moaned almost as if I was about to tear. He pulled out and licked me clean. Then his love pushed back into me. I was dripping all over it. "Who pussy is this?" he groaned.
"Yours baby!" I moaned he turned me over and entered me, and then tugged on my hair, while he pulled it he kissed my neck from the back. He let go of my hair so I grabbed my pillow and put it in my mouth as he went worked. He took the pillow from me; I lost my breath as he rubbed my breast sliding it in from the back. Safaree started to go faster. I was dripping everywhere. I moaned loudly, my leg started to shake as if I was going to drop. I put my leg up and he licked me again letting me know that it was his.

Safaree laid on his back. I sat down rid his dick slowly. We have never done it slow before I guess that’s a way he is showing love to me. He held my hips, directing it. I was grinding on him. He made me pick up the speed. I was hearing our skin slap. He picked me up with him still inside me and flipped us over. He stoked in me before my eyes rolled back, I screamed loud cause the orgasm was driving me insane. I reached my climax. He pulled out still hard. I rubbed it until a little cum came out. I licked it then rode him again. "Oh Faree" I moaned.
"Cassie" he groaned
"Yeeeeeeeesssss" I hissed "Safaree!!"
"Say I'm your girl"
"I'm your girl!" I pounded down on him. I screamed as I reached my second climax and he grunted as he came in me.
I fell on top of him. "I love You Cassie." he kissed my forehead as I dozed off. When I woke up he was gone, but he left a note.

Cass, sorry I left but I didn't want your parents to see me. I had fun with you. I love you… call me when you wake up.
I took a shower and called him, "Hey baby" He answered.
"Hi Faree"
"Whatcha doing?"
"Creaming my body." I said nonchantlently.
"Good because I know your fine ass better get for tonight." I looked at the time it was 9pm.
"What's tonight."
"Just get ready and wear flip flop, the coon will be there in 30"
I giggled "Okay bye love"
"Bye Cass Love you"

9:30 on the dot, Safaree knock on my front door. "Mom I will be back in an hour" I said shut door. "Hey." He kisses and pulled him to the car, I was excited and I didn't know why. He just chuckled at my goofiness and hopped in the car. We drove for 5minutes, throughout the whole journey I was trying to guess where we were going. "I give up you just gonna say no to everything I say, no matter if it right or not."
"Exactly" I frowned at him. Then we pulled up at the Beach.
"The Beach?"
"Yep! Put on this" He handed me a blind fold.
"This better not be something dirty." I said playfully
"Girl would you just put the blind fold." I did what he told me to do. He help me out his car, we walked slowly because I was sore. "Watch your step." I stopped walking.
"Safaree don't make me slap the shit outta you. Nigga can I see? You watch my fucking step."
"Feisty... Grr" I tried not to laugh but I did. He directed me to the place he wanted me to be then let go of my hand.

"Safaree... Don't leave me!" I said
"Nah your good! Take off you blind fold." so I did. All I saw was the sand and sea, we were on the beach, it was the place we walked off to when we first meet. I looked around for Safaree. "Cassie!" he called my name.
"Where are you?" I asked.
"Look up NOW!" I did, there was fireworks above my head. I looked up amazed. The Last on spelled out CASSIE. Then I felt Safaree's warm strong arm around me. "Faree what is this."
"Just a way of me asking you if you wanna be my Girl." he whispered in my ear as he nibbled on it.
"Of course I wanna be yours." I turned around and kissed his lip, swinging my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss. He pulled away and pecked my lips.
"Okay before we go." I groaned because it was cold. "One thing! Because I am No.1 coon, you my lady now, you got to be iced up too. So I went out today and got you something." he handed me a navy blue box with a white ribbon around it tied in to a big bow. "Safaree you didn't have to."
"I know... But I wanted to. I love you." I smiled and opened the box to see a white gold bracelet with diamonds in every other loop.












"Oh My Gee Safaree!!" I hugged him "Thank you Faree. I love it, put it on me." I held out my wrist so he could put it on me. It was so heavy; once he had hooked it he kissed the back of my hand. "Let's get out of here" I said. We walk back to the car walk with his arm around me. He drove me home, I love being with him. "Thanks Safaree." I kissed his lips lightly.


"Don't thank me, you’re my girl now" I cheesed. "I will see you later."
"Okay call me" I said slamming the door.
Oh my God!!? I'm his girl? Hahaha I'm his girl! You know I had to call Amber and Nicki.

In The Morning...



Nicki POV

We had a double period of English, so my teacher let us talk for the last 10minutes, since we had been doing hardcore work for an hour and a half.
"So the Dance is gonna be dope! I can't wait." I said to Shad, Omarington, Drake, Cassie, Em and Wiz.
"I know, it's our first dance together. I can't wait to go with you." Drake said.
"Hold up… who said I was going witchu?" I said as Omarion Oo'ed. "Omarington shut up! Drake you didn't ask me."
"I thought that was your invitation." He said looking down.
"Oh Nigga… you better try again." I folded my arms. Everyone looked from Drake and me.
He coughed. "Oh sorry, Nicki do you wanna go to dance with me?"
I gave him a death glare. "Really that is your invitation?" I rolled my eyes. "Ugh..." I just turned around and faced the front.
"I don't understand" Drake said under his breath.
"She wants you to make her feel special, like she is the only girl in the world. Come on Drake." I heard Cassie say.
"Okay I got this" I rolled my eyes. He came and sat on my desk. "Hey Lil l
bit, How about you and me go to the dance together, I wanna see your pretty self in a tight dress." I squirted at him as I heard the group laughing behind me.
"You Could Do Better..." I responded. The bell rang for the next class I pick up my book and walk out the class room.


Will Drake do better? You will find out once I get 10 comments... Happy Holidays Everybody! Love y'all... xo

Talk About Our Love

Hi my Lovely's... You miss me? I know you did. Sorry i should have posted yesterday but I… um fell asleep. Oh I will never leave like that again because I forgot what my whole story was about and y'all can problem tell when you read this chapter. I am sorry for leaving. Y'all know this song right? Brandy and Kanye West.
Chapter 25

I feel so awesome, it's be a month since Drake and I have gotten back together. I swear we are so much stronger than 2month ago. "Hey Babe" He came behind me as I put my gym bag in my car. I turned around and pecked he soft pink lips.
"I was just thinking about you." I said shutting the back door.
"Aww you're too cute. I am mad I have practice and you have to babysit." I pouted. "I wanna take you out." I smirked.
"Where do you wanna take me?"
"Disneyland" I giggled.
"Well I done think they will be opened around this time of the year." I chuckled as he held my hips.
"Well I wanna take you out somewhere."
"Well Anywhere with you will be perfect." Yes corny I know. He pulled himself closer to me until our lips where centimetres apart.
"I love you" he kissed me soo sweetly, yet I still saw stars.
"I love you Drizzy" I giggled then kissed him. "I gotta go now, but I will see you at thanksgiving tomorrow right?"
"Umm yeah!" he said helping me in the car.
"Ok cool see you tomorrow hun have fun at practice."
"Will do, Take Care"
See what I mean. We are two young people in love.

I had to go pick up my liddo lambchop from preschool. "Hey lambchop how was school?" I asked him as I picked him up and placed him on my hip.

"It was cool. I played all day... Then I ... Umm then we haded lunch and then we wented out outside." I just nodded my head trying not to laugh. I mean he is only 5, he put 'ed' at the end of words that don't need it and his high pitched voice always cracks me up!
"Oh really... I can tell you had fun..."
"Bye Chloe!" Caiah cut me off, I looked at the person he was waving at. It was a little black girl walking with her mother.
"Bye Caiah" I was like Aww My liddo lambchop found a little ladybug. I strapped him down in his car seat.
"Caiah what do you wanna eat for dinner?"
"Anything!"
"okay bubba"
"Where's mommy?"
"She went out with daddy, they're on a date."
"I wanna go on a date"
"You can in 10years..." I said watching the road.
"Okay!"

Once we got home, I let Caiah watch TV after he counted from 1-100 and said the alphabet and did a page in his math book. Afterwards we eat and he got ready for bed at 7. "Good night bubba" I kissed him on the forehead. I closed the door ever so slightly. I fell back on my bed, exhausted. I was just about to call Drake when my phone rang, it was Aiden.
"Hello Romeo!"
"hello my Juliet!"
"I have missed you,"
"I have missed you more. Listen I wanna come over, is that cool?"
"Sure! It's just me and Caiah in the house."
"Aw Little Man"
"He is asleep."
"Hahaha imma wake him up. I miss that guy and he's hour long stories that make no sense to me at all."
"That’s because you don't know what he is saying,"
"I guess, hey stay on the phone with me until I get to your place."

Okay, in the last month Drake and I have gotten closer, but Safaree and I have drifted apart so Aiden and I, I don't know what we are. I mean we act like are together but we are not. We don't kiss or anything like that. It's just I can be on the phone with him for hours. But Drake is exactly the same, with drake we don't have to talk and still have a great conversation. I guess Aiden and I are just really good friends. Oh and he doesn't know I am back together with Drake.

"I'm here open the door" I raced down the stairs and opened the door.
"Oh my Gosh Romeo!!"
"Hey baby girl!" I swung my arms around his neck and he hugged me tight swinging me around in the foyer of my house.
"I missed you... Two weeks is a long time."
"I know I was super busy with rehearsals." I grabbed his hand and took him to my room as he continued. "Hey ain’t your parents gonna say something about you taking me to your room?"
"They're on their monthly date; every month my dad takes my mother out. If it’s a good date they don't come back until 1am. Carrying on... You was talking about rehearsal"
"Oh… last week my partner went on holiday and I have being trying to find a partner to rehearse with until she comes back."
"And why didn't you ask me?"
"I don't know...”
"I don't know...” I mimicked him in my manly voice. "Give me that." I snatched the script from his hand.
"Start at scene 3" I nodded.

Nicki: No no no, just don't touch me. [He held my hips]
Aiden: Lesley please, you know I will always love you.
Nicki: Then why are you leaving. [Tears up &turns around]
Aiden: I need to go to war.
Nicki: What about me, what I need, what I want.
Aiden: I have time to give you what you want. [Kisses her]
This wasn't a stage kiss. This was more, Aiden move his hands down my frame. Then he tried to shoving his tongue down my throat. I pushed him gently then he grabbed my hips, pulling me closer. I pushed him a little harder. "Stop Aiden" he leaned in again and kissed me. I pushed him even harder causing him to fall on my bed.
"Aiden what the heck?"
"Onika, sorry I got carried away."
"Yeah... Well maybe this was a bad idea me, you know, me helping you." There was an awkward silence.
"Oh guess what!" Aiden exclaimed.
"What?"
"NYU accepted me they said I could transfer next September."
"Omg!!! Yay!! I am so happy for you!" I hugged him. "You deserve it dude" He kissed my cheek.
"If it wasn't for you I would have never applied." I smiled not knowing what to say. He just stared in to my eyes. I looked away, breaking the connection.
"Um… you wanna watch TV?"
"Sure...” this is the most awkward night I have ever had with Aiden. Usually everything happens naturally but today I am forcing everything.
I sat in between his legs, he sat behind me on my bed and watched Bambi until my phone rang.

"Hello?"
"Hey Nicki"
"Oh hey drake, what's up?" Aiden started kissed and sucked on my neck like a hungry vampire. I don't know why he is doing this while I'm on the phone. I pulled away in the opposite direction. "Aw that nice" I didn't hear a word Drake was saying.
"Well that's me." I fake giggled.
"Onika you're so sexy" Aiden said into my neck. He lifted me up, turning me around and placing me on his already huge erected member and squeezed my butt.
"Oh My God, Aiden get off of me." I was mad he said that while I was on the phone.
"You're the one on top of me." he said smirking.
"Hello? Nicki is there a boy in your room?" I could tell by Drake's tone he was angry. "And what the fuck you doing on top of him?"
"Drake it's not a big deal, I ain't fuckin' no one so it's cool"
"Fuck you mean?"
"Why you stressing?"
"Are you serious? Nicki if that was me with a girl in my room you would drive down here and beat the shit out of us."
"So you just assume we was doing something."
"No not really, "
"How do you know he ain't my cousin?"
"Because he said you're sexy! You know what I am tired of talking to you. “
"Okay good, I am tired of you." he hung up on me, that's when I realise Aiden was looking up at me, confused and I was still on him. His dick was so close to my woohoo, I just stared at him not knowing what to do. He tapped my butt to get up so I did.
"Onika is there something you’re not telling me?" I turned away, "Onika!"
"Huh?"
"I know you heard me!" he yelled
"Listen my baby brother is asleep so I advise you to not yell at me." He sat up and waited. "I have a boyfriend; I got back together with my ex."
"Why didn't you tell me?" I shrugged. "You know I like you. I make it very clear. I am not here for your high school drama. I fucked with you because I thought you were mature. But that’s the last thing you are." Aiden grabbed his jacket and left my room. I followed him; I did want to lose a friend over this. I called his phone ten thousand times he just ignored it. I screwed up. I looked in the mirror and saw an unfamiliar liquid substance that's fell from my eyes. I wiped my tears, the tears I haven't seen in a month. I hurt one of my best friends.

Thanksgiving!

I don't know if today should be happy or sad day for me. I mean Aiden hates me. Drake probably won’t come over because of last night. If Drake is mad at me, why should I be happy...? No today I am going to be sad.

"Onika!" my mother yelled from down stairs. "You said you will help me today."
"I am coming I am just getting ready for the day." I went to the kitchen 10minutes later. "Happy thanksgiving mommy" I kissed her cheek.
"Happy thanksgiving baby, ok today we are making a lot of food, I want you to make mac'n'cheese and potato salad for the homeless shelter."
I nodded and ran upstairs and got my iPod docks and iPod. I played all my old tunes. My mother and I danced around the kitchen to I'm coming out by Diana Ross. It was 1pm and I had finished the potato salad, and half through making the mac n cheese when Jelani and Trina came in. Trina hugged us and so did Jelani.
"Why so glum, chum?" Trina asked me. I shook my head.
"No reason"
"Mmmhmm" Trina said taking off her coat and started washing the dishes.

Once I was finished I put on my coat and flats and put the food in my car. "Mommy, I'm going to go now"
"Ok thank you baby."
"I will go with you!" Trina shouted as she grabbed her coat. We were in the car for about 20minutes before she spoke. "Are you gonna tell be why your face look like this." She mimicked my facial expression.
"This is how I drive." I said, "I'm trying to concentrate."
"Don't lie to me, there is something heavy on your mind what is it?" I sighed.
"Nothing."
"Really Nicki..." I look ahead, we were about five minutes away from the shelter but, there was a lot of traffic, so I guess I might as well spill the beans.
"Okay. When Drake and I broke up..."Trina cut me off
"Wait! You and Drake broke up when?"
"A month ago..."
"Why?"
"Because he never broke up with his ex, when she moved to London, but she thought they was still together."
"Wow!"
"I know! Anywho back to the story. I meet this guy called Aiden, I always knew he had a thing for me" Trina gave me an ‘Oh Please’ look. "No I mean what is a College Freshman doing talking to a high school senior. So yeah, Drake and I got back together but I didn't tell Aiden. So last night he came over to the house. We hugged, we talked, we acted, we kissed, and he called me sexy while I was on the phone to Drake. Drake and I got into an argument and so did Aiden and I. Leaving them both hating me. That is why my face looks like this" I pointed to my face with my index finger.
"Aww High school Drama is worst than College Drama."
"You say it like you have never had High school Drama before." Trina looked down so I gasped.
"Listen, in high school I was a nerd, that took horrible photos, no one liked me, which means no dates, no drama."
"So wait, Lani is your first serious relationship?"
"No he is my third."
"Trina were the first two needs to?"
"What this ain’t about me it's about you." She said avoiding the question. "Do you want some advice?" I nodded. "I say to sex you sex up Drake"
"Uh ... Trina I am a virgin."
"Ooop! Okay then just apologize to Drake."
"That’s what I was going to do!"
"So fuck you need my advice for?" I laughed.
"What should I do with Aiden?" I asked.
"Knowing you, you probably called him about a billion times after he left so wait a week to call him back. Let him cool down."
"It's weird how you know me so well."
"I see right through you." I laughed.

Dinner Time...

"Okay everyone hold hands." Mama Carol said "Onika start..."

"I am thankful to be in a room with people I love, care about and would do anything for." Nicki held the hands of her mother and father but was looking at Drake. She just stared at him until it was his turn to speak.
"I am thankful that both of our families are together on this day and I am thankful to be alive" Nicki smiled at him but the gesture was not returned.
"Okay everyone let's eat" Mr Maraj said in his thick accent.

Everyone walked into the dining room completely amazed by the effort Mama Carol had put in to the dinner. "Wow it feels like Christmas" Ms. Sandi commented. "This is beautiful Carol."

"Haha thanks, Okay everyone has a seat."
Nicki groaned "Mom is this Necessary?"
"Yes! Now come on. Drake and Nicki sit here." They took their seats. "Sandi and Drake's grandmother sit here; Trina and Jelani sit opposite Drake and Nicki." As Jelani sat down he used his middle finger and index finger pointed at his eyes then Drake and Nicki. Nicki rolled her eyes.
Drake did speak to Nicki once. Once everyone was finished Mama Carol asked Nicki to get the dessert.
"Drake can you help me?" He looked around the table.
"Sure" He stood up and followed closely behind her.

Drake looked at her. "Have fun last night" Nicki side eyed him as she cut the chocolate cake.
"Drake I was just with a friend, I don't see the problem is."
"Oh really, that hickey on your neck isn't the problem at all." Nicki pouted and ran her hand over her neck.
"Drake... I"
"No I really don't wanna talk to you. Let's just go."
"So you're mad!"
"Yes I am Mad!" He yelled then he composed himself. "Nicki lets go."
"You know what, Fine!"
Drake carried the tray of the sliced cake back in to the room. Everybody looked at them. "Um is everything okay?" Ms. Sandi asked.
"Yes Mom," Drake answered.
"Umm Nicki you want take Drake upstairs so y'all can talk?"

"Umm okay."

Nicki POV

"Can I tell you what happened?"
"Spare me the details" I pouted, tearing up.
"Drake can you not be so mean, I didn't do anything last night, I stopped everything he started."
"Yep..."
"What?"
"What do you me to say?"
"You know what I don't like this jerk attitude you have. So I'm gonna go." I stood up from my beanbag chair.
"No Nicki wait." he grabbed my hand.
"What?" I just stared at him. "Look, I'm sorry and I don't know what else to say." I pouted and he kissed me.

"You're too cute"
"I've been told." I giggled as he hugged me, "Drake you know I would never cheat on you, right?"
"Of course... I know you love me too much." He pecked my lips.
"Yes I do, I love my baby!"
"Hahaha I love my chick." We hugged it out and got a little lip action then we headed downstairs before Caiah finish all the cake.

Monday...

"Hey Em"
"What up Barbie!"
"Nothing, How was your thanksgiving"
"Great but girl I need a fucking gym!"
"Who you telling!" I said as we walked the halls.
"Omg Nicki you look soo Beautiful today." Two freshmen said to me. I have gone up on the high school radar ever since the talent show; everyone wants to be my friend including Keri's fake ass but
"Thanks ladybugs."

I walked on to my next class, guess who is in it... Yep that whore Keri. She just lucky I have that class with my boo.
"I will see you at lunch Amber."
"Okay cool" I walked in to the music room and sat in my normal seat, reading To Kill A Mockingbird for English class.
"Hey Babe" I looked up to see Drake standing in front of me.
"Hey Drizzy"
"I love when you call me that. Whatchu doing?" I rolled me eyes.
"I was reading but your here now so I can put this down." I put my book back in my bag.
"No read..."
"There's no point class starts in one minutes." I smiled showing my dimples.
"I wove your widdo nose" Drake said in her baby voice, I giggled
"I wove your widdo nose" he chuckled
"I kiss your widdo nose" he kissed my nose as I giggled.
"I kiss your widdo nose" I kissed his nose.

"Ugh y'all make me sick" Keri commented.
"Well you face makes me sick but you don't see me blabbing that out because it's rude." I rolled my eyes.
"Whatever"
"Hater" she went to the back of the room, which is where her ass belongs, a place where no one can see her.

"Hey Class sorry I'm late. I just need to talk to the principle about the Christmas Homecoming Dance."

"Huh what's that?" Chris asked.
"Well, we haven't had a dance, due to the talent show and the other events going on in the school. So the teachers and I have to have a winter wonderland Dance. There will be an assembly about it tomorrow." Everyone was super excited but not as excited as me. My first dance with drake... This should be fun!

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Okay so a lot of you guy keep commenting about Dricki sex. * Lil Wayne's cough* LISTEN DRICKI WILL NOT I REPEAT NOT BE HAVING SEX ANYTIME SOON OK? MIS HIJOS.... Oh and S/O to @lilmomominaj 
Chapter 24

It was Sunday afternoon and Nicki had just come back home from church. It was a great service but all Nicki could think about was Drake. She was lying in her bed, thinking about everything, Drake was the main person on her mind, she didn't know how she was finna get through the day tomorrow because they share the same group of friends, most of their classes were together too. How she was going to survive without break down she didn't know. The best thing to do is avoid him as much as possible! Her thoughts were interrupted but Natasha Bedingfield- Single; she quickly answered her phone without checking who was calling. She seems to do this a lot. "Hello?"
"Hey Onika its Aiden” Nicki stood up and started walking around her room slowly.
"Oh Hey Aiden, how are you?"
"I'm good my lady and how are you on this fine afternoon?" He said in a British accent
"I am pretty well thanks for asking!" Nicki said in her own accent. He laughed,
"That was good! Do you do drama in college?" Nicki eyes grew wide.
"What?" she giggled. "How old do you think I am?"
"18?"
"Close my birthday is in two month, I'm 17"
"Oh you look and act older."
"I do?"
"Yep!"
"Wait, how old are you?"
"19, my birthday was last month."
"Oh cool, we are only a year apart. But yeah to answer your question, I do take drama in High school."
"Ah what school do you go?"
"Lakeside High"
"Lies I went there."
"Shut up! I just Transferred here in September."
"Oh that why I didn't see you."
"Yep, I moved from NY."
"Oh really I have always wanted to go to New York,"
"Oh it's amazing there." Aiden and Nicki talked for 3 whole hours, until Aiden's battery died. Nicki found out his is into Theatre acting and writes plays, she nicknamed him Romeo because his favourite play is Romeo and Juliet. He is the corniest dude ever but VERY cocky. He is lazy, but money motived.

With Drake...

"Baby you have to eat! I am going upstairs I will be down in an hour to check on you, Aubrey this is not the end of the world."
"No Ma it’s the end of my world." Sandi hated seeing Drake like this but she had already spoken to Carol via phone and they agreed to let them work it out.
"But Aubrey did you kiss another girl?" Drake looked up from his pillow with bloodshot eyes.
"What?" Drake was so confused, how his mother knew about the kiss with Jaz, as she was not at the party.
"You heard me boy"
"Mom how did you kno...."
"Carol told me yesterday why Nicki was upset, it took 3hours to get her out house so I could come over."
"Huh? Nicki saw that?" Sandi made herself comfortable on the edge of his bed.
"Apparently you kissed a girl, right in front of her so she dumped you. Quite frankly I am disappointed in you! I raised you better than that. Cheating is no..."
"Ma it didn't even happen like that. Jaz came back and I don't know the kiss happened so fast. I know I should have stopped it but I didn't."
Drake begun to drown in his misery.

"Well baby, you gotta talk to Nicki" His mother had no more words of advice, well at least, not on his relationship. She did tell him to eat something.

The Next Day! At School

School is a place of learning and not a place for drama! But it happened here anyways. As Nicki come through the entrance of LSH, people stopped everything they were doing to gossip and spread rumours.
"I heard he has been cheating on her for months"
"At the party She kissed someone so drake did it to get even"
"He dumped her, he didn't cheat" this was just some of the thousands of comments flying through the air. Killing Nicki's atmosphere, no oxygen to breathe! So she held her breath and didn't say a word until she reached her locker. Nicki was wearing gold pumps, a pattern playsuit and hundreds of brown and gold bangles. She had packed on the concealer, no matter how much she acted as if nothing fazed her but this did! She was up crying all night she fell asleep for an hour. Nicki put all her books for today in her locker. Once she was done she searched in her bag, just in case any papers fell out. Nicki had come across the pink promise ring. The bell had from classes to start. Nicki went to English. Instead of walking straight across the class room to her seat, as it was in the front row, she went rolled the back, to Drake seat putting the ring down on his desk. She gulped and said "This means nothing anymore" Drake opened his mouth to speak, but soon as he saw the ring on his table, he simple picked it up and watched Nicki, he didn't listen to the whole English lesson, he just stared. Nicki could feel him staring at her. She turned around stared back at him. Her eyes were full of hurt.
His Eyes were full of sorrow. Nicki stared at him until her eyes started to water, which took less than 30 seconds.

Once the bell had gonna, Nicki gathered all her stuff and headed for the door before Drake did. Nicki was power walking to the crowd, Nicki was half way down the hall when Drake pulled her arm into the girls toilets and locked the door!

"Get Off Of Me" Nicki yanked her arm from his grip. Drake just stared at her, he did know where or how to start. "Yes, why did you pull me in here?" Silence again. "Okay... Well I'm going to leave." Drake quickly blocked the door.

"You're not leaving until we sort this out." Drake said sternly

"Sort what out?"

"Nicki cut the bullshit!" Nicki looked at him up and down then she cut her eyes at him and looked past him.

"Aubrey we have sorted THIS out"

"Noo YOU sorted THIS out, I just want to talk to you."

"Well I don't give a fuck about what you wanna say. Because you didn't give a fuck about me, when you was kissing Jaz or when you took her home with you. Then you come to my house at 3am, kissing me and shit... Fuck outta here with that shit"

"What the fuck are you talking about? I didn't take Jaz home with me."

"That's not what she said"

"Fuck what she said..." Drake was annoyed because Jasmine had lied and Nicki was being sturbborn. "Listen Nic," She wasn't looking at him. "I am sorry..."

"Ugh! That is last thing I wanna hear, ‘I'm Sorry’ Guess what Nigga sorry doesn't cut it!" Nicki shouted. "I just wanna know why? Why did you hurt me like that? Drake I opened my heart, I told you things I had never told anyone else, I let you love me and I loved you. Then you abuse that love, by cheating on me with her. I bet you never loved me, I bet you have been seeing her behind my back. I bet y'all never even broke up so that means you were cheating on her with me. Ugh Aubrey you really make me feel sick. I can't stand you." Nicki was in tears.

"But Nicki I love you and you love me baby, that's what matters.…" Drake tried to wipe Nicki tears but she slapped his hand away.

"How can I love someone I don't even know?" Drake was really hurt he couldn't believe what Nicki was saying. "I don't know anything about you, I don't even know about you father... I didn't know about Jaz either, I mean told you about Trey. You have never mentioned Jaz's name, Maybe Jaz ain't the only girl you’re messing around with... Aubrey is there other girls?" Nicki got in his face.

"NO!
Onika shut up!" Drake said calmly.

"And if I don't what are you going to do! You can't tell me anything I don't want to do because you che....!" Drake cut her.

"Shut the Fuck Up!!" he yelled in her face which caused her to get a little scared and started tearing up again. "I wasn't all up in your face when Safaree kissed you."

"What? That's was different… we just started dating then..." Nicki was crying at this point.

"Yeah but I trusted you why can't you trust me?"

"Because…"

"Because what? Our relationship should be based on trust." Drake's voice became less scary and more welcoming. "I trust you enough to know that you won’t let a situation like that happen again. So why can't you trust me."

"You lost all me trust when you kissed her."

"Nicki!" Drake step forward and held her waist.

"Don't!" She moved his hand off her waist. Drake needed a different approach because Nicki had put up a brick wall and Drake was determined to knock it down. He put his fingers on her lips.

"Nicki just hush for a minute and hear me out." he lifted her up and sat her on the sink surface area. "Nicki I miss you a hella lot! I mean we have only been together for two months and I feel like we have spent a lifetime together. In the last two days I felt like there was no point of my existence without you. You're the one person that I look forward to seeing every day. My love for you is beyond love. It's something more." Nicki cried joyful tears she knew he meant every word. He looked into her eyes. "Nicki, I Never Ever Kissed Jaz, she kissed me." Nicki stop smiling and scrunched up her face.

"But you were holding her waist."

"Because I had just put her down, Nic I was in shock because she was supposed to be in London. I guess that’s why I didn't pull away from the kiss. I was in shock. Nicki, you gotta understand that Jasmine was my first love and when I saw her I was so happy I forgot about everything else. Lola was my first time but that was because I was pressured in to it, I wasn't ready."

"Wait? What you forgot about everything else? So you forgot about me, your girlfriend? Wow okay." Nicki tried to get down but drake was between her legs. "Let me down now. Drake for real I'm not playing." He didn't move, "Let me leave!"

"I will never let you leave."

"You just told me, you forgot I existed. Do you even love me?"

"of course I do!"

"Do you still love her?" Drake didn't answer, he trying to find the right words to use. "Wow... Thank you for help me realise you’re a douche!" Nicki pushed him as hard she could and jumped off the where she was sitting. "I don't speak to me ever again." Nicki tried to open the door but Drake locked it. She started to get frustrated and started to pull on the handle and kick the door. Drake held both her wrist.

"Nicki love her... But I am IN love with you" Drake lifted her up by her waist until they were nose to nose. He put her back on the sink surface area. Drake moved a little be closer and let his fingers dance on her thighs. She really missed his touch and being in his presence. His slowly kissed her neck. She moaned softly. "I promise I will never ever hurt you again." Drake whispered into her neck as Nicki tilted her head to the side giving him full access to her neck. Nicki could feel warm tears on her shoulder.

"Drake?" he lifted his head up to face her.

"Nicki please forgive me I love you." Nicki closed her eyes and press her lips together, trying to hold in her cry. She reopened her eyes and a soft whimper escapes her mouth. Her tears streamed down her face as she ran her fingers through her hair. She didn't know what to do. Forgive and Forget or Forgive and Forget Him!


"Drake I love you but..." Drake kissed her hoping she was not going to say what he thought she was going to say. He hoped this one kiss would change her mind. Nicki wanted to finish what she was saying but whenever Drake kisses her she forget all the bad thing all the good things and just focuses on right now. She pushed him a little and wiped her tears. "Someone I love told me to believe none of what I hear and half of what I see... Aubrey I think I will give us another go. I love you"

"I love you" Drake kissed her passionately; she wrapped her legs and arms, deepening the kiss.

My bestie singing!!! If you LOVE me you will listen to this!!!!!

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