Lost without you

Chapter 33

The teens hit Miami, wearing a little next to nothing because of the heat. Trina and Jelani decided to split the girls from the boys for the whole trip. Cameron, Drake and Safaree shared a hotel room. Shad and Omarion shared one suite. And all 3girls shared a suite. Whilst Trina and Jelani shared a one bedroom suite.

Trina had decided to take Amber, Cassie and Nicki to get their hair done for the party that night.

"So Trina, you most really love my brother to put up with his ugly ass." Nicki said starting a new topic, whilst under the hair dryer.

"I do, I can't sleep without him there. Like he keeps me sane. He completes my heart. Without him I am nothing." Trina was sat opposite Nicki with rollers in her hair.

"Really?" Nicki questioned her heart.

"Yes!" Trina said almost immediately. "I love him"

"Aww" Cassie cooed.

"That so cute. That how I feel about Drake, “Nicki paused and thought about the man she wanted to spend the rest of her life with.”So if he was to purpose right now what would you say?"

"Yes, for sure. Like we've spoke about marriage. But he didn't seem into the idea of it. But I don’t care I just wanna be with him. With or without a ring."

"Aww" Both Nicki and Cassie cooed.

"So Nika how's you and white boy?"

"More perfect than you could ever imagine."

Trina knew Nicki would never tell her a lie and just by the look on Nicki's face as she answered, Trina knew Nicki was in the same predicament as her. LOVE.

Amber came back from Cold Stone with ice cream for the girls. She had already finished her hair; all she needed was a light trim. The girls thanked Amber and continued the conversation their men.
~~~~

Meanwhile the boys were working up a sweat at the hotel gym. “So Drake you must really like my sister, huh?" Jelani asked as the boy have a 5minutes water break.

As if Drake wasn't sweating, just being at the gym but Jelani scared the shit out of him. "No, I love her," Drake answered with a great deal of confidence.

Jelani raised his brow as he wiped beads of sweat off his face with a towel. "What you know about love, boy"

"I know when it comes to your sister I will do anything and everything for her. She is my other half, it like she is a piece of me."

"You had sex with her?" Jelani asked in a yelling type of whisper.

"What, no!" Drake said in defence while Shad and Omarion laughed. Jelani looked hard in to Drake eyes trying to see if he was lying. When he looked hard enough, he sat back.

"You better not be lying." Jelani got up from the floor.

"I'm not,"

"Okay, don't be so uptight I like you, you’re a good boyfriend, plus Nika talks about you all day."

Drake smiled, "She does?" Jelani shrugged

"Yeah," He laughed followed by a threat. "You ever break her heart I will break you face. You got that."

"I won't ever..."

Jelani interrupted him. "Good" This was the last word said before the boys went back to their workout.

~~~~

"Hello Mom,"

"Hello Lani, why are you whispering?"

"Just in case Trina get back and hears me."

"Oh okay, Lani what's wrong baby?" Being his mother she could always tell when something was wrong.

"Mom what if the ring doesn't fit. Or worst she hates the ring." Jelani had never been so nervous in his life. Mama Carol just chuckled historically on the other line. "Yo, ma this ain't funny."

"I'm sorry baby, but do you hear yourself?" Carol Island accent was so hard to understand through her laughing.

"Mom, stop I'm serious!" Jelani said with frustration.

"Okay Okay." Carol composed herself and cleared her throat. "Baby, she loves you she doesn't care much for the ring she just what's to be your wife. You need to remember that."

Jelani took a deep breath. "You're right ma."

"I'm always right but listen I need to call you Father and Onika, I only have 45minutes left before my phone session is up."

"Okay" he whispered.

"Tell me how it goes tomorrow?"

"I will. Love you, bye" Jelani hung up and turned around when he heard Trina.

"Who the fuck do you love? Why the fuck you whispering? Huh Lani?" Trina said as she shut the door of the suite.

"Listen, I want to sleep before tonight." He stated, avoiding her questions and walking towards the bedroom.

"No Jelani, who is she?" Trina shouted. He stopped dead in his track.

"Why you acting like a crazy bitch?"

"Oh, I'm a crazy bitch now Lani?"

"No, I said your acting like one."

"Oh so you can answer questions, can you answer my first two now?" She rolled her eyes.

"I was talking to my mom."

"Hmm let me see your phone."

"You know what? Here," He threw his phone to her and she caught it. "I'm going to bed" he walked into the bedroom.

Trina sighed; she didn't need to check his phone because she always knew when he was lying. Three years with the same person is no joke you find out a lot. She was just confused on why they were so distant. After 5minutes of pouting on the sofa, she went in to the room and left his phone on the dresser. He was lying on his side of the bed. Trina kissed his neck and hugged him.

"Baby,"

"Hmmm"

"I'm sorry." She pecked his lips. "I love you."

"I love you too." Jelani said with his eyes closed. "I don't blame you; I know I've been quite distant for weeks." Trina sighed; he passionately kissed her the cuddled together until they were knocked out.

~~~
Amber, Cassie and Nicki were in Amber and Cassie's room talking about the party that night. Nicki was so excited about that night, she wouldn't stop talking. It was 3:12pm when they heard a sound coming from the living room area of their suite.
Cassie gasped, "What was that?" Nicki and Cassie ran to Amber.

"It was probably the wind" Amber said, confidently.

"That wasn't the wind" Nicki hid behind Cassie.

"Oh my gosh, stop you guys. You know what I'll look." As Amber got up from the bed, the door swung up. Amber jumped and ran behind Nicki.

"The wind huh?" Nicki mocked Amber smirking, but she frightened for her life.

Seconds later, the boys ran in the room and grabbed their very mad girlfriend.

"Aubrey, put me down." She never used his first name in front of people, he knew she was mad, but he just laughed and carried her over his shoulders.

"Cameron, that wasn't funny" Amber slapped his chest, Cameron held the same spot she slapped, it stung.

"Ow, girl your hand is too sharp." He said with one hand on her waist.

Cassie on the other hand wanted to laugh but kept a straight face. "You mad at me too?"

"Nope,"

"Haha, good" He kissed the side of her temple.

"When we look back on this y'all are gonna laugh." Cassie said to the girls.

"No we're not!" Nicki and Amber said simultaneously.

"Well we don't give a fuck" Safaree said with the most ignorance ever. Nicki squinted at him, whilst Amber glared. "We did this for a reason. Boys do what you came to do." Drake ran out the room with Nicki still on his shoulder.

"Amber, come on" Cameron pulled her hand towards the door.

"No." She was not the slightest bit happy with his little stunt. Cameron laughed and lifted he hand as a way of surrendering. He grabbed her waist pulling her close to him and kissed her with lustful passion and love. Once he pulled away he told her to follow him.

Amber blushed and giggled. "Okay Cammy."

Cassie and Safaree made their way to wherever Faree was taking her too. Each of the boys had something planned for their girlfriends; they all agreed to meet at the hotel restaurant at 5:30pm.

Cassie and Safaree

They walked hand in hand on the pavement. The two wore matching white Jordan's, matching khaki three quarter lengths, a white tee and matching Aviators.

"Y'all ain't shit for that stunt." Cassie laughed so hard.

"It was funny though."

"Not at the time, it wasn't." Safaree walked Cassie in Michael Kors. "Faree you want something in here?" She walked over to the purses in the store while Safaree made his way over to the Jewellery counter.

"Not sure yet, I might do."

"Hello sir, how may I help you?" The female behind the jewellery counter asked.

"Yeah, can I see those two" Safaree pointed to the 24 carat gold matching him and her watches. The lady helped him put it on.

"These are rare watches Michael Kors only made 3 sets."

"Really?" Safaree said examining the watch. The lady nodded. "This watch is mad icey, yo!"

The lady giggled. "I'm sure your girlfriend will love it."

"Me too." He turned around and called for Cassie to come over to him.

"Yes, babe?"

"You like it?" He asked showing her the watch.

"Faree, I love it's real simple to your normal stuff."

"I know." He thought for a second. "I'll take them"

"Them?" Cassie was confused, but Safaree ignored her and paid for the watches.

The women asked if they were going to wear it now and Safaree said yes. Cassie on the other hand was confused. "Babe you know I love you,"

"Yes Safaree I know," She said proudly.

He smiled, "Close your eyes." She gave him a ‘what are you up to look’ then complied. He gently moved his hand down her right arm, till he reached her hand then he intertwine they fingers. He lifted her hand and put the watch on her. She quickly opened her eyes once she felt something cold on her wrist.

"Oh my gosh Safaree." She looked at him in disbelief. She sighed. That wasn't the response Safaree was looking for.

"What's wrong?" His smile turned upside down. "You don't like it?"

"No no no, I love it. But Faree, I don't love you because of the things you buy me. I'm in love with you because everything you do, you include me. That's love." Cassie was so overwhelmed.

"You love me?"

"Of course, I love you. I've just been scared to say it out loud."

"Well what can I say?" He paused. "I'm lost without you. I love you."

"I love you more."

"Not possible."

"Shuddup and a kiss me." Safaree kissed Cassie as she commanded and made their way out the store.

Nicki and Drake

Drake carried Nicki into the elevator and set her down once the downs closed. Nicki had the cutest pout on her face, which caused one dimple to show. Drake looked at her like she was the newest toy in the toy store. He was fascinated by her beauty. Then he decided to be weird and stick his index finger in her dimple.

"What the hell are you doing?" He ignored her and kept his finger there until the hit the lobby. Then he grabbed and hand ran through the lobby to the park across the road. "Drake can you slow down." She exclaimed. He didn't listen to her at all. Once he got to the green area of the park. He fell on the grass causing her to fall on top of him. She laughed and rested her head on his chest.

"You still mad at me?"

"Yes!" He felt her smile as she answered.

"Well, I guess I have to make it up to you then."

"I guess you do."

"I know exactly how to make it up to you."

"Oh???" He flipped them over; so he was on top and she was on the bottom. He wiggled his bushy brows.

"I'm." He kissed he forehead. "So" He pecked her lips softly. "Sorry." He kissed he chest where her heart is. Nicki giggled.

"You're forgiven." She lifted her head up and kissed him, passionately. Drake pulled away and stood up. Nicki sat up, wondering what he was about to do.

Drake bowed before her and asked, "Can I have this dance?" Nicki was confused but she still played along.

"You may." She took his have and he helped her up. She put her hand on his shoulder and the other in his hand. He put one of his hands on her waist. Then they danced merely around that's area; dancing to the noise of the children playing in the far corner of the park. They danced until the both fell back on to the grass. Nicki chuckled. "You're so random something." She panted slowly.

"I do what I do cause I love you."

"What??" She chuckled. There was a good 5minutes of comfortable silence.

Drake scooted closer to Nicki and held her tightly, protectively and safely in her arms. He kissed her neck and took in her scent. "How does it feel? To know that I love you baby"

Nicki looked at him. "Cocky much?" He chuckled. "Seriously, Aubrey, you are the greatest blessing in my life. I'm so happy you love me. So it means the world to me." A smile beamed across Drake's face. "What about you?" Drake sat up with Nicki. "How does it feel? To know that I love you baby?"

"More than words can describe. The fact that you even gave me the chance to be your boyfriend is just, beyond me. I love you. I promise to never hurt you."

Amber and Cameron

They decide to get matching tattoos.
Amber always tells him whenever Cam confesses his love for her. ‘Tat my name on you so I know it's real.’ But it was just a joke because every time she said that she will soon after confess her love for him and he'd mock her and say the same thing. So they're actually showing each other that it’s real.

Amber got 'I love you Cam' on her heart whilst Cameron got 'I love you Amber'

Tbc

Interlude

Lola’s POV

Nicki and her friends need to be a little more careful, shouting out information like that in a restaurant. I have a plan to finally get my man back. I laughed evilly to myself as I finished my lunch with my cousins.

“Yes, girl we gotta show up and shut that party down.”

“Nah, Keri, Lesson one don’t ever do your own dirty work. I got a better idea. I need you to get in to contact with Jaz again word on the street is she is back LA.” Keri interrupted me.

“Wait this bitch still thinks Drake wants her.”

“Mmmhmm” I nodded as well like Keri could see me through the phone.

“Oh Lordt...” Keri chuckled disgustingly, ugh once I get Drake back I'm ditching people like her.

“Anyway, just tell Jaz about his whereabouts this weekend. Hopefully her psychotic mind works from there.”

“Alright, imma do it now!”

“Okay bye” I hung up I was getting tired of Keri’s annoying voice. I walked in to my den and decide to play pool with my little brother, Jordan. Half way through the game I got a text from Keri and smiled.

>> Operation get Drake is a-go

Trey’s POV

“Hi mom, what's up?” I walked in to the kitchen, exhausted from the basketball game I play every day we my friend from school. I sat on the breakfast table stool.

“Nothing baby, how was your day?” she asked as she stirred the pasta sauce.

“Same old stuff, just another day. Where is everyone?”

“Well Safaree is packing for tomorrow and his father is on his way home.”

“Packing? Where’s he going?”

“To Miami, for Nicki’s birthday.”

“Oh... I'm gonna go get ready for dinner.” I kissed my mother’s forehead and went upstairs to shower.

Everything I do, say and think is somehow links back to Nicki. I need her back. At least I will try one more time to try and get her back but if it doesn’t work, then I guess it’s time to move on. I mean she has to take me back; I'm going all the way yo Miami for her. To prove my love. Fuck it she is worth it! 

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Right by my side

You was once here, My best friend for life… So I thought. Morning classes, evening sessions. Waking up to your hazel eyes and pink plump lips. 

It all comes down to this, 

I miss your morning kiss. 

In the beginning, we were friendly, soo friendly to the point where we talked for hours, he pecked my lips when I need him too. I know I call him my brother, that us being together was insect. But the way he looked at me I knew at the back of my mind, I could honestly say... I loved him

I won't lie,

I'm feeling it. 

But when I didnt tell him, I guess he got tired of the constant heartbreak. Bored of giving me attention. So he moved on. I should've told him. My fault. 

You don't know,

And I'm missing it.

I'm so dumb, 

I must admit.

Seeing you with her made me angry, jealous, heartbroken. So I had to tell you. I know it was the wrong time, it being his engagement party and my boyfriend being there but I had to tell him. Tell him I loved him. 

So much,

To hold it in

The way he looked at, as if he was his whole life for me to say that. I smiled he smiled back. The only thing I was praying was that he regret it.

I can say you know more than this,

I just hope you heart hears me now. 

Gotta let you know 

How I'm feelin

You own my heart

My brother was mad and hurt, but he and I both knew that our 'relationship' was temporary.

He's just renting. 

I then snapped back to reality when his smile faded and he didn't want to hear it. I had to make him listen. 

Don't turn away, 

Pay attention, 

I'm pouring out my heart oh boy. 

Before I made a complete fool out of my self,  I left. Obviously he was happy, for weeks I did nothing but cry. 

I'm not living life, 

I'm not living right,

If your not by my side. 

I cant eat 

I can't sleep 

What I need is you right by my side

When he came knocking at my door on the day of his wedding. I didn't want to let him in. He broke me to the point where I was numb. Left me for two weeks to cry over the feelings he put in my head. Feelings I thought was a myth. But when I told him, he said nothing for two weeks. All he did was Postpone his wedding. 

"Drake, what…" Cut off by his lips. I felt it once again, the spark! Everything in the past year flash through my head. The mornings, to the evenings, to the fun dates we had. I pulled away. 

"Drake your getting married in a couple hours"

"I know, " he paused and smiled at me. "To the wrong women"

I was so close to tears, not because of his words but because every time I see him, I love him just an ounce more. "Aubrey your playing with my heart. I don't like that. Why did you make me love you, if…" my voice was stuck in my throat as the tears fell. 

He wiped the tear one by one. On the door step of my house, he in a white wife beater and white and black basketball short. Me in boy-shorts and cream oversize tee. 

I told him not to touch me, so he kissed me. 

"You can't fight love away." he whispered against my lips. 

"It took you two weeks to figure that out. I don't love you no more Aubrey. You made me look like a fool." I said looking past him but not at him. 

He grabbed my face, "Look in my eye say that."

I cried, "You know..." I paused whilst in tears. "I hate that I love you."

"Nicki, I love you so much" 

"But… riri," 

He cut me off. "We are over, she knows I love you. You own my heart, Nic." He pulled me close to him. This time there was no suprise kiss. He needed me and I needed him, right by my side.

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Chapter 32






This week had been one of the busiest weeks of Nicki's life. Okay so will all know her birthday last Friday was poppington, she received beautiful gifts from Jelani and Trina.






Nicki was out with Amber and Cassie after school, it was the day before they jet off to Miami. Nicki had invited, Cassie, Safaree, Amber, Cameron, Shad, Omari, Riri and of course Drake.


The girls were having a lunch together at Rosa Bella.


"Tomorrow is gonna be Fucktastic," Nicki chuckled, "Nicki how are you not excited?


"I am..." She said, Amber and Cassie weren't convinced.


"Okay girl, what's up?" Amber asked hoping to get an answer


"Nothing" She played with her food on her plate. She didn't dare look up at her friends.


"Onika, what's on your mind...?” Amber asked, concerned. Nicki looked up.


"I think I'm ready" Amber instantly got what she was saying. Cassie, well it took Cassie a while to get it.






"Oh Shit!!!" Cassie exclaimed causing the whole restaurant to stare at her. "Imma need y'all to go about your business." Cassie said with a ratchet attitude.


"Yo Cassie you need to stop watching Bon Qui Qui and Shenehneh. This ain't health." Nicki said chuckling.


"Nicki, you ready... Forreal?" Cassie questioned.


"Yes, I mean I love Drake and he loves me. He is forever proving his love for me. Now it's my turn."


"As long as you’re doing it because you’re ready" Nicki nodded.


"Girl it's the perfect timing too, we gon' be in Miami," Cassie began.


"Staying at one of the best hotel; the River Park hotel, looking the fuck cute." Amber finished. Cassie and Nicki bounced in their seats, excitedly. Little did they know someone was listening to their whole conversation. They finished eating and paid the bill.


The girls left the restaurant and amber spotted a lingerie store across the street, she figured that she would treat Nicki. “Yo, come let got in that boutique real quick” Nicki agreed with amber without looking at the store, she was busy texting Drake to see what the girl were talking about.


Once they entered the store Nicki finally looked you see was confused. “Em, why did you wanna come in here?” Nicki said, staring at the corsets


“For you, silly.” Cassie answered with a smile. Nicki was having it at all she didn’t like where this was going.


“Oh no, I don’t think so.” She turned around to leave but amber stopped her path. She pouted and sighed.


“Listen Bitch, you will try on all these sexy lingerie and you will keep it the fuck cute.” Nicki frowned knowing perfectly well that when amber spoke like that she have to listen.


“Fine”


“Good, because I am not about to let your first time be in you granny panties.” Nicki walked over to the corset rack.


“I do not wear granny panties amber” Nicki frowned as the workers and Cassie cracked up laughing.


“Yeah, whatever.” Amber said looking through the thongs. Cassie, on the other hand was find a comfortable position on the fancy looking chair. Amber popped her sunglasses on her head so she could get a better view of the underwear.


“Hello Ladies, I am Amanda, and welcome to Ms Boostiá” A short dark hair lady, in her need 50s, dressed in black from head to toe, she had a 60s up do. Nicki thought she was cute. “Can I help you with anything?”


“Uh, yeah my friends dragged me in here is there a way out.” Nicki whispered as Amber came over.


“Yes, ma’am can you help my friend please. She is ready to lose her v-card.” Nicki’s eyes grow wide and her cheeks turned a hot red.


“Amber!” She semi-yelled, feeling quiet embarrassed.


“Oh honey, don’t be embarrassed we’ve all done it.” Nicki just smiled at Amanda’s comment. “Now take off this blazer so I can see what I'm working with.” Nicki did as she was told and took of her grey blazer. “Ah nice” Amanda commented. Nicki looked at Amber with a funny look. “Turn around, sugar” Amanda ordered. Nicki did so. “Wowieeee” Amanda exclaimed causing Nicki to laugh. Amanda scurried away. Both Nicki and amber furrowed their eyebrows. A few minutes later Amanda came back with a pink box. Amanda have the brightest smile on her face, she was totally a hundred percent excited about the box. Nicki chuckled. “Okay Ladies this is a one of a kind piece. I call it the ‘Virgin Outbreak’.” Cassie and Nicki looked at each other ready to laugh. “I love your body so I suggest you try it on.” Nicki just laughed at this woman’s craziness. She took the box to fitting room, Amanda asked the girls they wanted something to drink. Amber happily asked for a diet coke and Cassie asked for coffee.


Ten minutes went by and Nicki was ready to come out, “Yall ready?” she asked already knowing the answer.


“Hoe, I swear if you come out in your nude granny pants I will pop you” Amber exclaimed as she sat up in her chair.


“Bitch, you won’t do shit” Nicki chuckled, still standing in the fitting room.


Cassie composed herself from laughing so hard, “Marshmallow, Please come out.”


“Okay, here I come” Nicki said dramatically causing Cassie and Amber to shake they heads. Once they were in full view of their best friend, they both dropped they jaws. Speechless was not even the word. Like Nicki looked amazing.


“That's it, I know I said it before but this time I mean it, I’m turning bisexual.” Amber said with confidence. Nicki smiled and shook her head.


“What is wrong with you Em?” Nicki chuckled, Amber side her shades down over her eyes and laughed.


“Now Nicki, the real question is do you feel sexy?” Amanda asked guiding Nicki to the full length mirror.


Nicki looked at herself, reflecting on the memories she has built with Drake; them on the beach, they first date, the first time she meet his mother, the first time he gave her heads, they deep in-depth conversation about the past the future and the present. All building up to this moment.


“Yes I feel very sexy.” She smiled at Amanda.


“Okay so you’re taking it?” Amanda asked and Nicki nodded. She went back to go and get changed.


When she came out Amanda wrapped the lingerie nicely and finished off with a black bow wrapped perfectly around the pink box. “So that will be $500” Nicki eyes grew wide. “Card or Cash?”


“Card.” Amber answered.


“What? No, Em I can’t let you pay.” Nicki said as she saw Amber bring out her debit card.


“No, this is my birthday present to you” Nicki smiled.


“Thanks girl, I love you” Nicki hugged her.


“No Problem,”






Late On Than Day ...


“Cassie, Amber, Nicki, dinner is ready.” Nicki’s mother called from the bottom of the stairs. It was only 6pm but the girls had to go to bed early so they could catch they 4am flight to Miami. Cassie and Amber headed down the stairs as Nicki’s mother was coming up the stairs. Nicki was packing her suit case and just had one more thing to pack, her sexy lingerie.


“What's in the bag?” Nicki jumped at the sound of her mother’s voice.


“Um, nothing.” She said zipping up her case.


“Come on Nika, we don’t talk anymore,” Ms Carol said walking in to her daughters room and sitting on the edge of her bed.


“Mama, we talk.” Nicki said


“No we don’t! I miss ya Nika.” Nicki sighed and hugged her mother.


“Mama I’m ready to take the next step with Drake,” Nicki said sitting next to her mother.


“You are? All I have to say is keep it safe and make sure you’re ready because once you lost it you can’t get it back.”


“Mommy, I know. You know me I won’t say it if I didn’t mean it.”


“I know, baby.” Ms Carol just stared at her daughter and stared to tear up.


“Mommy, why are you crying?” Nicki asked.


“Because, My little Nika is all grown up and make decisions of her own” Nicki started to cry.


“Aw Maaaaaaaa” She hugged her mother. “I will always be your little Nika” She said still in a tight hug. “I love you Mama Mia”


“Love you too Little Nika”






Midnight...


Nicki and the girls were fast asleep. Nicki could hear something that instantly made her wake up especial since she was a light sleeper. She woke up and open her eyes, then looked at the girls they were still sleeping. She heard the noise again and sat up. Nicki reach under her bed to grab the baseball bat and walked over to the balcony. She jumped when she saw a figure near the window. She kept herself hidden, then she opened the balcony doors and started throwing swinging are the person but missed. The person grabbed the bat from her. Nicki was so scared; this person took her only defensive weapon. Then the person pulled they hood down. Drake.


“Yo What the Fuck?” They said at the same time.


“Drake what are you doing here?” Nicki asked as she stepped on to the balcony and closed the door behind her.


“I wanted to take you somewhere. Why you always got to have a bat when I come”


“I didn’t know it was you, why didn’t you call?”


“I figured you would be up, guess I was wrong.”


“It’s okay. Ugh I missed you today” She hugged him


“I missed you too” He kissed her forehead. “ So amazing almost crazy how much I think about you lately” Nicki pulled out of his hug and tilted her head, smiled and instantly got butterflies.


“Well babe, that's true love.” He held hips as they watched the stars. “I never skip a day without think about you.” She said looking in to his eyes.


“I love you so much, but I think what we have is so much more that love. I don’t see myself with anyone else but you.” He looked in her eyes. “This moment I want forever.” Nicki smiled hard.


“I love you.” She said with passion.


“I love you so much Onika, you can’t even imagine. I’ve never felt so strongly about a girl before. You’re my life. I will love you forever and a day” He kissed her sweetly.


Nicki giggled as she pulled away, “This was so random,”


“Yeah it was, I wanted to take you to the beach, but I rather stay here.”


“Yeah, the view is pretty here.” Nicki said looking of the city.


Drake looked at Nicki; “Yeah it is” She smiled and looked up at him, pecking his lips which turn to something more passionate and sweet.






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I'm so so sorry about the short boring posts lately... Im trying to make everything so cute, because of the BIG BOMB imma about to drop on you guys soon.

SO ONLY 4 MORE CHAPTER AND 1 MORE INTERLUDE UNTIL THEY HAVE SEX!!!

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Dreamlover

Chapter 31

"Feel the energy... Breathe in that peaceful vibe." The retreat instructor instructed. It was exactly a week after the dance and Nicki, Trina, Her mother and Ms Sandi had gone out .lt a spiritually retort for the weekend. No boy, No phones, No Distraction! Perfect. There were only ladies and all had worn white clothing. Sandi had scheduled them for yoga, Swedish wraps, mud baths, and the temple of healing and the dip of life. The yoga class was coming to an end after 2hours, Nicki was tired but she still had the dip of life to do before she could return back to her tent. "Move slowly in to your first position, exhale... Inhale... Exhale... Inhale. Close your eyes, back to your happy place... meditation." Nicki furrowed her eyebrows. "Softly hum while you find your happy place" the whole room erupted in a soft hum. Nicki opened one eye to see Trina; who was next to her smirking, then holding her mouth with both hands trying to hide the fact that she was about to explode in to laughter. The instructor hit the big chimes. "Our yoga session is over, please feel free to return to your tent and get ready for the next event or activity on your schedule." Trina finally composed herself and exited the area. The resort was a 4hour car journey to the middle of nowhere a remote place. The grass was greener and the sky was clearer. The retort was amongst wildly beautiful nature and a radiant waterfall that was only a 5minute walk from the ocean. All in all the retort was beyond peaceful, just what Nicki needed before she started her SAT's, which wasn't for another 4months. Nicki was always studying. Stress free weekend us what she needed. She didn't even mind that she had to sleep in a tent, but worry about being in a place with no phone or wi fi, she hated it. Usually her and Drake would be texting or on the phone. But no phones! No communication with her boo.

The sun set was in the perfect position for the "Dip of Life". As they walked to the next activity, Nicki wondered what Drake was doing on a Friday night.
...

"Go Go Go Go!!!" The Men of the house; Drake, Robert and Jelani coached their favourite team New York Giants, through the TV. When they got the winning touchdown, it was like the 4th of July in the house. Caiah was jumping on the sofa; the men were running around the house, Mr Maraj was not in the mood for cooking. Drake and Caiah being the youngest in the house decided to watch cartoons, while Robert did some paper work before Jelani came back from the Trini restaurant.
"Drake,"
"Yeah little man,"
"What are your intentions with my sister???""
"What??" He said shifting nervously, puzzled at the question. He raised his eyebrow at the 5year old.
"I dunno man" Drake wiggled he eyebrow at Caiah, "I sawed it on TV, the younger brother integrated his sister’s boyfriend."
"You mean interrogated?"
"Yeah that took," Drake chuckled,
"So..."
"Um little man you just gonna put me on the stop." Drake laughed while Caiah kept his first stiff and straight face. "Okaaaay," Drake said awkwardly. "Well, I love your sister so very much, I will marry her. So you could say my intentions are good."
"Okay good, if there are any problems... I will personally break your kneecaps" Caiah giggled then focused on the TV. Drake looked around to see if anyone heard Caiah, but no one did.

...

"Trina you about to get us kicked out..." Nicki laughed, drying her hair with her towel. "The instructor said shout out something you want to be, I said understanding. You said Woohoo." Trina and Nicki were crying of laughter. The dip of life constant of one person jumping off a cliff in to the ocean whilst saying a fear or something they would like to be more of. Trina completely disrespected the activity; she just came to have fun, which is what is gonna get them kicked out...

Sunday Afternoon...

"Thank you Sandy, I completely see what you mean, my spirit is lifted. I feel closer with my inner soul." Ms Carol said as they drove back home. "That soul cleansing activity was my favourite activity, it was the most effective."
"I agree," Ms Sandy said.
Trina and Nicki just sat in the back, giggling at the previous activities. They laughed until sleep took over.

Monday after school!

Trina and Nicki were discussing birthday plans for their joint party. They decided that because Nicki still has school up until December 14th, Trina would go to Miami the week before with Jelani to make sure everything is sorted. The party won't be until the 16th. Her friends and Drake will travel with her the night before the party.
Trina was soo excited, not just for the party but for Nicki to see Miami. Once Trina and Nicki had presented the idea to Nicki's parents and they approved of the ideas. Trina and Nicki went in to detail about their party.

...
Nicki woke up on Friday December 8th, ready to be 18. She had been awake for 2hour talking to her Grandmother and cousin in Trinidad, they had wished her a happy birthday and they prayed for her too. When she finally got up she did her daily routine, she pick out and outfit. Although it was winter, the weather in LA was still summer dress appropriate. She wore a summer dress that stopped just above the knee and a denim jacket and black ankle boots. Once she, reached the kitchen everyone (her family, drake, Cassie and Amber) sang Happy Birthday to her. She open presents and ate breakfast.
For Nicki school was ever more draining for Nicki, she only had a week left of school. Lately Drake has been picking her up in the mornings.
Drake was wanted to surprise Nicki with something because he knew this week would be boring. She was gonna be super busy as the party was on Saturday.

As soon as the bell rang for lunch Drake grabbed the tired Barbie's hand and ran through the halls before it got too crowded.
"Oh My Gee, Drizzy slow down. I'm too tired to run. It's just lunch." Nicki said sheepishly.
"Fine." Drake crouched down motioning her to jump on his back. She did so.

Amber and Cassie walked out the classroom only to see Nicki on drakes back. "There they go." Cassie said as Amber smiled. As her two bestie, Drake Asked them to help on the weekend Nicki went to the retreat. It was her birthday and he knew only her besties would know exactly what she likes.

Nicki saw that drake had past the cafeteria, "Where are you going? I’m hungry, you baboon!"
"Just trust me." Drake said as he approached a door that said in block letter, «NO ENTRY». Drake gentle put Nicki down. "Do you trust me?" he asked already knowing the answer. She nodded. He opened the door and held her hand leading her up the stairs. Until they reached the top.
As soon as Nicki walked through the door she was amazed. They were on the roof of the school. It was wonderfully decorated, as if angels up above came down and decorated it themselves. Pink and white rose petal scattered the concrete ground as if to be laid out one by one, all leading to the middle of the roof. Where there was a table for two and a big pizza box in the middle of the table.
"Drake" Nicki sighed. He put his finger on her lips.
"Eat first, talk later." he smiled.
"You're so stupid" She rolled her eyes.
"But you love me" She smirked.
"Drake this is amazing, how you thought o..."he cut her off.
"Nicki, you still don't know?" He grabbed her hand, leading to the table. "When it comes to you, I don't think... I just do." He pulled out her chair. "I do everything out of love, you're the one for Me." he sat across from her. "I know for a fact that I will marry you. I will make you my wife. Happy Birthday Onika." Nicki tears began to surface. Drake leaned over the table and kissed her sweetly. He sat back down.
"I love you Drizzy" She wiped one tears drop that fell.
"I love you too and happy birthday." he pulled out a tiny box, handling it to her. She opened it; it was a necklace with a pendant that was in the shape of a scroll.
The engraving said: “I’m there to rescue you, take you up, hold you down, to love you. I want to share forever with you,
Love Drizzy

"Aww babe," she took it out the box. "Do I have to put it on myself?"
"No I can help you" he stood and did so, then kissed her neck and lips before returning to his seat.
"Babe, thank you," She smiled as drake opened the pizza box. "Ooo I want those" she said referring to the meat feast pizza.
"Okay Fattie slow down." Nicki simply blinked at him as he laughed.

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