Monday 26 November 2012

Letcha Go

Author's Notes: Sorry guys I should have posted this last night but I fell asleep... :P For the next chapter I forgot to write a very VERY important scene so I will have to post it later on this week... Maybe tomorrow...

Chapter 35

Drakes POV

I knocked on HER door, I hope she is ready for me. "I see you got my text." She said with lust in her eyes.

"Yeah, what am I doing here?"

"I want you… I need you… I gotta have you... I love you" she said in a sexy tone whilst she revealing a black bra and thong which was under her red silk robe.

"I love you... too" My words slurred but once I said that our lip crashed together and we walked in her room. She unbuttoned my shirt and my pants pulling them down with my boxers. She got on her knees and sucked on my dick, until I came in her mouth, but she just swallowed that shit. I picked her and she wrapped her legs around my waist. I carried her to the bed and slide down her thong. Then I licked her out. She moaned several times I could tell she liked it. She started to jerk away and I pulled her back. But something was not right. Then I came to my senses and stopped before things got out of hand.

"Look, I'm drunk, I don't know what I am saying or doing Jaz, you know I have a girlfriend what are you thinking?"I slurred my words.

"What am I thinking? I am thinking I still love you techinquely we never broke up so I am still your girlfriend." She said putting her thong back on.

"You fucking moved away! We are over"

"But you love me you, just said you did." She cried.

I took a deep breath. "I love you and always will but this can never work you have to go back to London soon... Plus I love you but I am IN love with Nicki, like I really love Nicki. I know we didn't end, but I have a new beginning, can't you just be happy for me." Jasmine wrapped herself up in her robe that was once on the floor. She sat next to me at the end of the bed.

"I am happy for you but where does that leave me" I looked at her and she was about to cry but was trying so hard not to. I know her too well.

"I don't know but I do know that you have you whole life ahead of you, your just 17, and you’re beautiful, and I know any guy would be lucky to have you as they're girlfriend." A tear fell from her eyes. I love Jasmine so much but not as much as I love Nicki. I mean Jaz was my first love. But I know she gets it now, I knew she understood where we lie.

"Thank you Aubrey, I love you,"

I wiped her tear off her cheek and hugged her "I love you too" I wore my clothes.

"Nicki is a lucky girl!" she smiled

"I am a lucky guy" That just fucked up his relationship. I jumped in the air and stood up as straight as I could; giving the fact that I was drunk, it wasn't very straight.

"Bye Aubrey"

"Bye Jasmine, remember to call me before you leave to go back to the UK." I walked over to her tripping over air.

"Are you okay?" I kissed her cheek and left. I wasn't in the right mind to answer the question. All I heard was her chuckle before she closed her hotel door. I have to tell Nicki because our relationship is about trust and I'm not letting what happened last time happen again. I have to tell her. I looked at my phone 4:05. I will tell her in the morning. She is probably knocked out.

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Drake went to his room. He couldn't see in his room because Cameron and Amber were in there. Safaree had Cassie in his room so Drake just passed out on the sofa. Little did he know that Nicki was wide awake waiting for him, and she wasn't alone...

Nicki was all dress up in sexy lingerie, pink cosset and a pretty little thong, a White silk robe and white pumps. She sat in the living room area of the suite. Amber and Cassie were nowhere to be seen. Nicki was waiting for what seen like forever for Drake. She impatiently looked at her phone. It was 4:20am There was a knocked at Nicki hotel room. She went to go open it, she was so excited to see her baby plus she was excited to give him her everything. That excitement soon turned in anger, when Tremaine Neverson was at her door.

"The Fuck you want Trey" Nicki started to wrap herself up in her robe, frustration hit her like lightening.

"You" He stepped a little closer to her.

"Well you can't have me, now if you will excuse me I have something to do" she tried to close the door but he pushed it back towards her.

"Don't you miss what we had?"

"Well I do miss your kiss, your touch, the way you lick your lips" He licked his lips and leaned front. Nicki pushed him. Onika may have been under the alcohol influence but she wasn't stupid. "But I want more Trey, I want someone who doesn't cheat on me, who loves me and that person is NOT YOU!"

"Nicki I am so sorry."

"Ugh! Trey I don't wanna hear that shit, you’re not sorry, and I bet you don't even love me"

Trey got on his knees and hugged waist “Nicki I did love you, I do love you"

"Trey no you didn't and you don’t" she rolled her eyes and tried to push him off her waist.

"Nicki I wouldn’t have taken a plane here if I didn't love you, I know you love me too, we were together for year, love doesn't just die like that. Just Dump Drake"

Nicki pulled away as far as she could and slapped Trey soo hard that everyone on her hotel floor could feel it. How dare he tell her what to do, after the shit he did. "Don't you ever tell me shit like that! I Love him, you are half of the man he is. HE would NEVER cheat on me. When you were in my life, you should've treated me right." She shouted in his face, still in the door way of her hotel suite. "Nigga up out my fucking room" She struggled to get out of his tight grip; but when she did, she slammed the door in he is face.

'The fuck!' is all Nicki thought as she heard Trey banging on her door. Nicki went to sleep with a big headache and it will get worst because of the alcohol. Just her night. Trey had to spoil her birthday party weekend! Plus Drake was nowhere to be seen.

TBC


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Drake POV

It was 3 pm, I had something important to tell Nicki but I can't remember it at all. I have the worst headache in the world at that moment. Where the hell was my phone. Ugh!! I searched the whole suite for the phone, but his headache interfered, so I gave up.

After having a shower and getting dressed I took aspirin to help with the headache, I waited for the aspirin to numb the pain then went to Nicki's suite. She opened the door, "Hi baby, what happened to you last night? I told you to come over." She pouted, I pecked her lips.

"I know but after I left the club..." I thought hard. "Everything else is a blur"

"Ok well I see you got to your hotel room okay" She said noticing my fresh new clothes. She grabbed my hand and lead me in the suite. I closed the door behind me.

"What did you need me for anyway?" I asked.

"Nothing" She was looking up but she was avoiding eye contact with me.

"Nicki, what was it?" I laughed, she looked so innocent. She stepped front until our noses were touching, which was possible because of her pink platform pumps.

"I wanted... Umm you know... Umm I wanted to finally." She bit her lip, then spoke. "Do it" She confessed

"Do what?" I chuckled, still confused.

"Have sex, you idiot" She walked into the living room area of the suite. I swear I almost died, my girlfriend is ready to have sex with me, I love Nicki so much. I wish she was my first but I know she will be the only other girl I will have sex with from this day onwards. She just looked frustrated, I knew I had to make it up to her.

"Nicki, sorry I'm wasn't there, last night. But I promise to make it up to you today." She stared at me blankly. So I whisked, bridal style, her off the sofa, causing her to giggle, preciously. I took her to her bed room as she kissed my lips with her arms around my neck.


Sunday 25 November 2012

Back and Forth

Author's Notes: This chapter and the next two chapter I wrote around the same time as the 15th chapter... sooo um I forgot the point of telling you that.. anywho enjoy
Chapter 34

After the three couples ate at their hotel’s restaurant, they retired back to their suite to get a head start on some sleep. They all made sure they set their alarms for 8:15pm so they could start getting ready.

Nicki and Trina birthday had already started, the teen made their way to the club at 9:45pm. Trina hired a photographer to take picture for the whole night. The teens posed for the camera once they arrived.

30minutes later, the party started for the teens, Nicki was grinding on Drake after getting a couple of drinks. Trina and Jelani weren't there yet. The DJ was playing Love In This Club, Amber and Cameron were all booed up in the VIP area she was straddling him, and they were passionately kissing. Cassie and SB were on the dance floor together, Cassie had her arms around Safaree's neck. His hands were on her petit figure. They were the only couple not drinking. Shad and Omarion actually found a couple of attractive girls that found them attractive too. Surprisingly. Rihanna had just arrived to the club and decided to go to the DJ's booth to make an announcement. The DJ cut the music and received a moan from the crowd.
"Sorry everyone, but it’s my Best Friends birthday party," The crowd screamed once they notice it was the young 18 year old singer.

"Riri!!!!"

"Happy Birthday crazy! Come up here" Nicki smiled so hard and let go of Drake's hand to go to Rihanna. Rihanna hugged Nicki and gave her, her present. Everyone cheered and then DJ took the mic.

"This one is for you Nicki," Nicki went to go find Drake as the DJ played Bed by J holiday.

The night went on, Trina and Jelani finally made it out of their hotel room. Then the party really got started, the drinking (Yes they were under age), the dancing, the cutting of the birthday cakes, the speeches. Nicki was so happy she had the best future sister in law in the world. Trina planned this whole party by herself! Nicki just thought that was amazing. She really did appreciate everything Trina has done for her.

Jelani walked up to the DJ's booth and grabbed the mic.
"Can I have everybody’s attention please," He started and the music stopped and everyone stood still. “I just want to say a few words" Nicki looked at Trina and she looked confused which wasn't the first time. "Happy Birthday to My pink loving Sister, Nicki"

Nicki Shouted "Pink, all day every day HOES!!!” pulling hair her out to the side, showing off her pink streaks.

Everyone laughed! “and Happy Birthday to my Beautiful Girlfriend, Trina I love you!" She mouthed the words back. “I love you so much you are my world, my everything, I can't think of a better person to spend the rest my life with, will you do me the honour of becoming my wife?"

Trina was in pure and utter shock. Usually she suspects things like this, to be honest Jelani wasn't good at hiding thing from her but to her surprise he did it. She figured that’s why he has been so distant. Then Jelani walked up to her with a shoulder set diamond engagement ring. Trina just blasted out with a yes. The crowd cheered and Nicki ran and hugged them both as Trina put her ring on. Nicki was even more excited, than the couple.

While Nicki was with her brother, Drakes pants were vibrating, he got a text from Jasmine.

>>Can we talk? I am in room 206 at the River Park hotel.

That was the same hotel they all were staying. For some bizarre reason drake was contemplating on whether he should go or not, only because last time he spoke to her, he was quite harsh. He looked up from his phone and quickly put on a smile before putting his phone away as Nicki coming his way. She handed him a cocktail drink called Bahama Mama . Then they sat down with Safaree, Cassie, Amber and Cameron in the VIP area. Drake pulled Nicki on to his lap and sucked on her neck. He whispered in her ear 'I love you'. Nicki stood up and straddled Drake and put her forehead against his and she put her arms around his neck.

"I love you too" then she kissed him so passionately, he sucked on her bottom lip and slip his tongue in her mouth. It was like they were the only two people in the room. Drake manhood was up in the air. Nicki pulled away and smiled lustfully.

Nicki POV

It was like 3am. Cassie and Safaree left together, they are really in to each other and I am happy for them, they're perfect for each other. As for Em and Cam they left at 2ish, we all know what they are going to do. Trina and my brother, well they left at 2 too. So it's just Drake and I left in the VIP area. I looked over the balcony and saw Omari and Shad trying to spit game and acting a damn fool, I laughed and shook my head. I was surprised the girls were into them. Riri left because in the morning she had a meeting in the morning.

As y'all already know Drake was the first guy that I said 'I love you' to. I just wanna shout it to the heavens. I think I maybe a bit tipsy but hey who cares, I am getting some tonight. I'm so ready to give Drake my all. He already has the title of my first love and now he is going to have the title of my first everything, except kiss.

I searched for my phone in my clutch and texted him 'Meet me in room 205 at the River Park Hotel love you babe' I giggled at my text, obviously he already knew where I'm staying. Ah man, I'm so tipsy... I shook my head and left the club to get ready for my boo.

Drakes POV

I looked down from the balcony, of the VIP area and saw Nicki leaving, WTF?? My pants started to vibrate again. Nicki texted me. I wonder want she wants. Imagine if she is ready? I hope she is because I am in the mood. I really think I am tipsy; I must be because I can't even control myself. Jaz said that she needed to talk to me, hold up, how the fuck did she know I was here? What do I do go to Nicki's room or Jaz's room?

TBC



Trina and Nicki

TBC

Lost without you

Chapter 33

The teens hit Miami, wearing a little next to nothing because of the heat. Trina and Jelani decided to split the girls from the boys for the whole trip. Cameron, Drake and Safaree shared a hotel room. Shad and Omarion shared one suite. And all 3girls shared a suite. Whilst Trina and Jelani shared a one bedroom suite.

Trina had decided to take Amber, Cassie and Nicki to get their hair done for the party that night.

"So Trina, you most really love my brother to put up with his ugly ass." Nicki said starting a new topic, whilst under the hair dryer.

"I do, I can't sleep without him there. Like he keeps me sane. He completes my heart. Without him I am nothing." Trina was sat opposite Nicki with rollers in her hair.

"Really?" Nicki questioned her heart.

"Yes!" Trina said almost immediately. "I love him"

"Aww" Cassie cooed.

"That so cute. That how I feel about Drake, “Nicki paused and thought about the man she wanted to spend the rest of her life with.”So if he was to purpose right now what would you say?"

"Yes, for sure. Like we've spoke about marriage. But he didn't seem into the idea of it. But I don’t care I just wanna be with him. With or without a ring."

"Aww" Both Nicki and Cassie cooed.

"So Nika how's you and white boy?"

"More perfect than you could ever imagine."

Trina knew Nicki would never tell her a lie and just by the look on Nicki's face as she answered, Trina knew Nicki was in the same predicament as her. LOVE.

Amber came back from Cold Stone with ice cream for the girls. She had already finished her hair; all she needed was a light trim. The girls thanked Amber and continued the conversation their men.
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Meanwhile the boys were working up a sweat at the hotel gym. “So Drake you must really like my sister, huh?" Jelani asked as the boy have a 5minutes water break.

As if Drake wasn't sweating, just being at the gym but Jelani scared the shit out of him. "No, I love her," Drake answered with a great deal of confidence.

Jelani raised his brow as he wiped beads of sweat off his face with a towel. "What you know about love, boy"

"I know when it comes to your sister I will do anything and everything for her. She is my other half, it like she is a piece of me."

"You had sex with her?" Jelani asked in a yelling type of whisper.

"What, no!" Drake said in defence while Shad and Omarion laughed. Jelani looked hard in to Drake eyes trying to see if he was lying. When he looked hard enough, he sat back.

"You better not be lying." Jelani got up from the floor.

"I'm not,"

"Okay, don't be so uptight I like you, you’re a good boyfriend, plus Nika talks about you all day."

Drake smiled, "She does?" Jelani shrugged

"Yeah," He laughed followed by a threat. "You ever break her heart I will break you face. You got that."

"I won't ever..."

Jelani interrupted him. "Good" This was the last word said before the boys went back to their workout.

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"Hello Mom,"

"Hello Lani, why are you whispering?"

"Just in case Trina get back and hears me."

"Oh okay, Lani what's wrong baby?" Being his mother she could always tell when something was wrong.

"Mom what if the ring doesn't fit. Or worst she hates the ring." Jelani had never been so nervous in his life. Mama Carol just chuckled historically on the other line. "Yo, ma this ain't funny."

"I'm sorry baby, but do you hear yourself?" Carol Island accent was so hard to understand through her laughing.

"Mom, stop I'm serious!" Jelani said with frustration.

"Okay Okay." Carol composed herself and cleared her throat. "Baby, she loves you she doesn't care much for the ring she just what's to be your wife. You need to remember that."

Jelani took a deep breath. "You're right ma."

"I'm always right but listen I need to call you Father and Onika, I only have 45minutes left before my phone session is up."

"Okay" he whispered.

"Tell me how it goes tomorrow?"

"I will. Love you, bye" Jelani hung up and turned around when he heard Trina.

"Who the fuck do you love? Why the fuck you whispering? Huh Lani?" Trina said as she shut the door of the suite.

"Listen, I want to sleep before tonight." He stated, avoiding her questions and walking towards the bedroom.

"No Jelani, who is she?" Trina shouted. He stopped dead in his track.

"Why you acting like a crazy bitch?"

"Oh, I'm a crazy bitch now Lani?"

"No, I said your acting like one."

"Oh so you can answer questions, can you answer my first two now?" She rolled her eyes.

"I was talking to my mom."

"Hmm let me see your phone."

"You know what? Here," He threw his phone to her and she caught it. "I'm going to bed" he walked into the bedroom.

Trina sighed; she didn't need to check his phone because she always knew when he was lying. Three years with the same person is no joke you find out a lot. She was just confused on why they were so distant. After 5minutes of pouting on the sofa, she went in to the room and left his phone on the dresser. He was lying on his side of the bed. Trina kissed his neck and hugged him.

"Baby,"

"Hmmm"

"I'm sorry." She pecked his lips. "I love you."

"I love you too." Jelani said with his eyes closed. "I don't blame you; I know I've been quite distant for weeks." Trina sighed; he passionately kissed her the cuddled together until they were knocked out.

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Amber, Cassie and Nicki were in Amber and Cassie's room talking about the party that night. Nicki was so excited about that night, she wouldn't stop talking. It was 3:12pm when they heard a sound coming from the living room area of their suite.
Cassie gasped, "What was that?" Nicki and Cassie ran to Amber.

"It was probably the wind" Amber said, confidently.

"That wasn't the wind" Nicki hid behind Cassie.

"Oh my gosh, stop you guys. You know what I'll look." As Amber got up from the bed, the door swung up. Amber jumped and ran behind Nicki.

"The wind huh?" Nicki mocked Amber smirking, but she frightened for her life.

Seconds later, the boys ran in the room and grabbed their very mad girlfriend.

"Aubrey, put me down." She never used his first name in front of people, he knew she was mad, but he just laughed and carried her over his shoulders.

"Cameron, that wasn't funny" Amber slapped his chest, Cameron held the same spot she slapped, it stung.

"Ow, girl your hand is too sharp." He said with one hand on her waist.

Cassie on the other hand wanted to laugh but kept a straight face. "You mad at me too?"

"Nope,"

"Haha, good" He kissed the side of her temple.

"When we look back on this y'all are gonna laugh." Cassie said to the girls.

"No we're not!" Nicki and Amber said simultaneously.

"Well we don't give a fuck" Safaree said with the most ignorance ever. Nicki squinted at him, whilst Amber glared. "We did this for a reason. Boys do what you came to do." Drake ran out the room with Nicki still on his shoulder.

"Amber, come on" Cameron pulled her hand towards the door.

"No." She was not the slightest bit happy with his little stunt. Cameron laughed and lifted he hand as a way of surrendering. He grabbed her waist pulling her close to him and kissed her with lustful passion and love. Once he pulled away he told her to follow him.

Amber blushed and giggled. "Okay Cammy."

Cassie and Safaree made their way to wherever Faree was taking her too. Each of the boys had something planned for their girlfriends; they all agreed to meet at the hotel restaurant at 5:30pm.

Cassie and Safaree

They walked hand in hand on the pavement. The two wore matching white Jordan's, matching khaki three quarter lengths, a white tee and matching Aviators.

"Y'all ain't shit for that stunt." Cassie laughed so hard.

"It was funny though."

"Not at the time, it wasn't." Safaree walked Cassie in Michael Kors. "Faree you want something in here?" She walked over to the purses in the store while Safaree made his way over to the Jewellery counter.

"Not sure yet, I might do."

"Hello sir, how may I help you?" The female behind the jewellery counter asked.

"Yeah, can I see those two" Safaree pointed to the 24 carat gold matching him and her watches. The lady helped him put it on.

"These are rare watches Michael Kors only made 3 sets."

"Really?" Safaree said examining the watch. The lady nodded. "This watch is mad icey, yo!"

The lady giggled. "I'm sure your girlfriend will love it."

"Me too." He turned around and called for Cassie to come over to him.

"Yes, babe?"

"You like it?" He asked showing her the watch.

"Faree, I love it's real simple to your normal stuff."

"I know." He thought for a second. "I'll take them"

"Them?" Cassie was confused, but Safaree ignored her and paid for the watches.

The women asked if they were going to wear it now and Safaree said yes. Cassie on the other hand was confused. "Babe you know I love you,"

"Yes Safaree I know," She said proudly.

He smiled, "Close your eyes." She gave him a ‘what are you up to look’ then complied. He gently moved his hand down her right arm, till he reached her hand then he intertwine they fingers. He lifted her hand and put the watch on her. She quickly opened her eyes once she felt something cold on her wrist.

"Oh my gosh Safaree." She looked at him in disbelief. She sighed. That wasn't the response Safaree was looking for.

"What's wrong?" His smile turned upside down. "You don't like it?"

"No no no, I love it. But Faree, I don't love you because of the things you buy me. I'm in love with you because everything you do, you include me. That's love." Cassie was so overwhelmed.

"You love me?"

"Of course, I love you. I've just been scared to say it out loud."

"Well what can I say?" He paused. "I'm lost without you. I love you."

"I love you more."

"Not possible."

"Shuddup and a kiss me." Safaree kissed Cassie as she commanded and made their way out the store.

Nicki and Drake

Drake carried Nicki into the elevator and set her down once the downs closed. Nicki had the cutest pout on her face, which caused one dimple to show. Drake looked at her like she was the newest toy in the toy store. He was fascinated by her beauty. Then he decided to be weird and stick his index finger in her dimple.

"What the hell are you doing?" He ignored her and kept his finger there until the hit the lobby. Then he grabbed and hand ran through the lobby to the park across the road. "Drake can you slow down." She exclaimed. He didn't listen to her at all. Once he got to the green area of the park. He fell on the grass causing her to fall on top of him. She laughed and rested her head on his chest.

"You still mad at me?"

"Yes!" He felt her smile as she answered.

"Well, I guess I have to make it up to you then."

"I guess you do."

"I know exactly how to make it up to you."

"Oh???" He flipped them over; so he was on top and she was on the bottom. He wiggled his bushy brows.

"I'm." He kissed he forehead. "So" He pecked her lips softly. "Sorry." He kissed he chest where her heart is. Nicki giggled.

"You're forgiven." She lifted her head up and kissed him, passionately. Drake pulled away and stood up. Nicki sat up, wondering what he was about to do.

Drake bowed before her and asked, "Can I have this dance?" Nicki was confused but she still played along.

"You may." She took his have and he helped her up. She put her hand on his shoulder and the other in his hand. He put one of his hands on her waist. Then they danced merely around that's area; dancing to the noise of the children playing in the far corner of the park. They danced until the both fell back on to the grass. Nicki chuckled. "You're so random something." She panted slowly.

"I do what I do cause I love you."

"What??" She chuckled. There was a good 5minutes of comfortable silence.

Drake scooted closer to Nicki and held her tightly, protectively and safely in her arms. He kissed her neck and took in her scent. "How does it feel? To know that I love you baby"

Nicki looked at him. "Cocky much?" He chuckled. "Seriously, Aubrey, you are the greatest blessing in my life. I'm so happy you love me. So it means the world to me." A smile beamed across Drake's face. "What about you?" Drake sat up with Nicki. "How does it feel? To know that I love you baby?"

"More than words can describe. The fact that you even gave me the chance to be your boyfriend is just, beyond me. I love you. I promise to never hurt you."

Amber and Cameron

They decide to get matching tattoos.
Amber always tells him whenever Cam confesses his love for her. ‘Tat my name on you so I know it's real.’ But it was just a joke because every time she said that she will soon after confess her love for him and he'd mock her and say the same thing. So they're actually showing each other that it’s real.

Amber got 'I love you Cam' on her heart whilst Cameron got 'I love you Amber'

Tbc

Interlude


Lola’s POV
Nicki and her friends need to be a little more careful, shouting out information like that in a restaurant. I have a plan to finally get my man back. I laughed evilly to myself as I finished my lunch with my cousins.
“Yes, girl we gotta show up and shut that party down.”
“Nah, Keri, Lesson one don’t ever do your own dirty work. I got a better idea. I need you to get in to contact with Jaz again word on the street is she is back LA.” Keri interrupted me.
“Wait this bitch still thinks Drake wants her.”
“Mmmhmm” I nodded as well like Keri could see me through the phone.
“Oh Lordt...” Keri chuckled disgustingly, ugh once I get Drake back I'm ditching people like her.
“Anyway, just tell Jaz about his whereabouts this weekend. Hopefully her psychotic mind works from there.”
“Alright, imma do it now!”
“Okay bye” I hung up I was getting tired of Keri’s annoying voice. I walked in to my den and decide to play pool with my little brother, Jordan. Half way through the game I got a text from Keri and smiled.

>> Operation get Drake is a-go


Trey’s POV

“Hi mom, what's up?” I walked in to the kitchen, exhausted from the basketball game I play every day we my friend from school. I sat on the breakfast table stool.
“Nothing baby, how was your day?” she asked as she stirred the pasta sauce.
“Same old stuff, just another day. Where is everyone?”
“Well Safaree is packing for tomorrow and his father is on his way home.”
“Packing? Where’s he going?”
“To Miami, for Nicki’s birthday.”
“Oh... I'm gonna go get ready for dinner.” I kissed my mother’s forehead and went upstairs to shower.
Everything I do, say and think is somehow links back to Nicki. I need her back. At least I will try one more time to try and get her back but if it doesn’t work, then I guess it’s time to move on. I mean she has to take me back; I'm going all the way yo Miami for her. To prove my love. Fuck it she is worth it! 

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