Sunday, 12 June 2011

I Can Be More

'I'm not gonna write you a love song if you ask for it...' I woke to this song, I start to singing along and i went to there bathroom. So I know you don't care how I woke up you want to know what happened last night with Drake, Weeeeeellll!!!!!! 

Chapter 6

*Last Night*

Drake and I watch the movie, with his arm around me the whole time. Half way through the movie he whispered something in my ear 'you look beautiful, I can't stop staring' I looked at him and he pecked my lips. I don't think he was even watching the movie, because I was side eyeing him and all he did was stare at my lips THAT LITTLE FREAK!! He was freaking me out so I grabbed his jawline, bringing him close to my face " If I kiss you will you stop staring at my lips and watch the dang movie." he nodded

We kissed but for some reason I couldn't pull away like I planned to, he lip were soo soft I couldn't break away, that is until we both couldn't breath, but believe me when I didn't want to pull apart. Then the movie was over, (by the way I am not sure if Esther told you but we watched Scre4m) I found it stupid, funny and scary all at the same time, but Drake loved it, he is such a boy

So yeah I got home around 12, and I invited Drake in, we went to my room, I know what your thinking and y'all are soo nasty, we went to my room because the whole drive home we was talking about my pink friday necklace and I told him why I got it. Then he wanted to see my room. Because its pink.

He can in my room, I could tell he was shock. LooL He said he loves it because I love it :). Then out of the blue he walked over to me and picked my up by my waist and throw me on my king size bed. He climbed on top of me. I couldn't even scream my parents bedroom was only 4 doors away from mine.

"drake what are you doing" I whispered and he chuckled at me then he kiss me. Then he started to take off my pink jacket and start to kiss on suck on my neck. So like a good girlfriend I tilted my head give him more access.

He slipped his down my tiny frame, trying to take off my black jeans. He got them off and I lifted his white top over his head exposing his six pack. I bit my lip and had a lustful smile soo did he. Omg I wasn't even thinking in English anymore, his body got me thinking in Spanish LOOL! ¡Dios mío! Él es tan atractivoeste momento

Drake lifted up my t-shirt over my head and kissed me from the neck to my boobs to my belly. Then suddenly I felt his warm hands on my thong, sliding them off slowly. I had butterflies in my stomach. He start kiss my inner thighs, he was just about to get up in there O_O, I didn't feel right doing anything more than hugging and kissing especially because it was the first date.

"Drake," I said slowly trying to get him to stop, but he didn't and I can't shout because I didn't want to wake my parents and my little brother. Plus I am basically naked with just a bra on. So I had to push him.

"What happen,"

"Drake we can't do this not now always, I told you I was a virgin, boy what you trying do," I laughed "No but seriously its our first date, dude trying get me to sleep with him and shit!" I giggled

He laughed " I am sorry but you just so sexy" I rolled my eyes. He pecked me on the cheek before putting on his clothes. I jumped into my pyjamas and walked Drake down stairs to the front door. He licked he lips and we shared a passionate kiss. It like his lips have some sort of spell on me, or something.

*back to the morning after*

So I got out, of my hour shower, I wrapped my towel around me. Put the radio on to listen to gospel music since I know I missed church because its like 12pm and I over slept. So 'like me' by Kirk Franklin was playing, I was painting my toe nail a mushroom colour. When I was done I checked my phone. I had 3 missed called and 5 texts messages. 1 call from Drake, 1 call from Amber and 1 from an unknown number.

I got a text from drake saying 'last night was fun I wanna do that again, I really really like you Girlfriend'

I replied 'I like you too Boyfriend LooL!'

Then I got a text Amber and Cassie asking me the same thing 'What happen last Night' these nosey ass girls LoL I ain't tell them nothing they need to mind they own damn business.

One text from my mama say 'Sorry baby but I wanted you to sleep because I know you got home late, Make yourself some to eat because we are going to Sis Patty's house for Sunday dinner. We will be back at 8pm.'

My last text message was from the person who call me with the unknown number ' hi Nicki do you wanna hang out today, soo we can catch up?


Omgsh I texts him back say 'okay :)' Safaree direction to my house. I was wearing, black and grey leggings, ankle grey boots,a White t-shirt, silver hoop earrings and a grey handbags. I ran down the stairs when I was soon as I was done, grabbed and apple from the fruit bowl and sat done on the kitchen counter top, kicking my legs waiting patiently for Safaree I decided to watch Nickelodeon and True Jackson VP, I love this show. When it was finished, there was a knock at my door it was Safaree, I hugged him and got in his car.

"So how have you been?"I asked

"Hey Nicki" I jumped and turn around to see Kyra and Deja in back seat.

"Oh shit y'all scared me!" They all laughed.

Safaree was driving and pulled up to a park. I took off my seat belt, but didn't expect what came next.

" I know we are not at a park right!" Deja said rolling her eyes " Do we look 5 to you"

"Yes, Now shut your tap and get out the car" Safaree shout back at her

" I didn't ask to come" she said folding her arms

"Well we are here now so, stop complaining"

"You ain't the boss of me"

"Yes I am"

"OKAY!!! I have had enough of you two, how comes every time we go out y'all always arguing ugh!!! " Kyra said sounding like a Mama LOOL "ok let's negotiate Safaree take us to the mall let Deja and I will go shopping and you and Nicki will talk that way we all win!" Kyra said

"great idea " Deja and I said at the same time laughed. I hit Safaree " it's a good idea init?"

" No it's not" Kyra looked angry

"And why not"

"Because I didn't think of it" same old Safaree I shook my head.

"Nigga if you don't shut up and drive!" Deja exclaimed Omgsh can I just say I love these girls Deja is full of attitude just like me and Kyra says the right thing at the right time not to mention she is a sweetheart.

"Kyra, Deja are y'all twins?"

"Yes!" they said smiling.

"Why y'all lying, Nicki they are not twins, they dads are twins and they mums are my dads little sisters, You know Aunty Tony thats Deja's mum and Aunty Mya thats Kyra mum"

"Oh yall look like twins, "

"Thanks we get that a lot at school" Kyra said

" But your kinda like twin since your dads are twins y'all are like sisters"

"We are sisters/bestfriends, this is my girl right here I got her back and she's got mine" Deja said putting her arm around Kyra's body giving her a half hug.

"aww y'all are too cute"

"Okay before it gets all mushy in my ignorant car," Me and the girls rolled are eyes. "Time to get out"

We all went in to the mall and exchanged numbers. "okay me and Deja will call when we get tired or hungry" Safaree nodded at what Kyra was saying, I swear if you have a conversation with her you would think she was 16. Deja and Kyra both put out their hands.

"What?" Safaree asked

"I said we will go shopping and you agree so therefore we need money" Kyra reminded Safaree about they agreement early. Kyra and Deja high fived each other and snatched the 200 dollars from his hand and laughed while walking away.

"I feel like I just got played"

"That's because you did, Those Little Girls are Smart" I laughed at Safaree face.

We walked around the mall holding hands like we used to do in New York.

So you came here in the summer? How comes I did see you then?"

"Because I went back to New York to spend sometime with my mum,"

"Oh how is she?"

"Good how is Mama M and my main man Caiah"

"They're Fine so how you step brother, Trey" I was scared to asked that question because Trey and I used to date will was basically like a married couple a happy one. We was together for a year, Safaree never like him but I still don't know why Trey was sweet. But we break up because he cant take the no sex bit of our relationship and cheated on me. Oh well everything happens for a reason. Safaree turn upside down

"Can we not talk about him please,"

"No I wanna to know why you hate him so much," I said sitting down on the bench in front of the Hello Kitty store.

"I don't want to talk about it" Safaree said looking down

I was so puzzled "Tell me please."

"Okay me and trey must have been talking and I told him that I.... I liked you" I wish I had a bottle of water, this was a spit your drink out moment. "Then the next day he asked you out, and what annoyed me the most is that you didn't know I liked you but everyone knew but you was just clueless."

I don't know what to say, how the fuck do I response to my best friend for years liking me the whole time me and his brother were a couple. I can't even look at him. Safaree lifted my head and kiss me on the lips. Oh know I am going to be sick, I pushed him away and ran to the toilet. I could breath. Faree my BEST FRIEND just kissed me. I don't like this. I am soo scared that I hurt Safaree by running. Oh gosh Drake! I think I am just stay in here for a bit.

My phone started the vibrate causing me to jump. I look at it is was Deja texting me 'Nicki me and Kyra are getting hungry and Safaree phone is being dumb' I decide the best thing to do was get out of the restroom and tell Safaree that his cousin are hungry. Also when I go out to face him, I am not going to act like a 10 year old and avoid him, I need to set him straight.

I text Deja back and told her to meet us at the Hello Kitty store.

I walked out of the restroom and looked around for Safaree I saw him sitting on the bench left him on, his head in his hands.


"Listen I am soo sorry," he said look up at me

"It's okay seriously, it just so unexpected you know," he interrupted me.

"Nicki just don't want any weirdness between us can we just forget it ever happen? You straight?"

"Yeah, I am happy, love you Safaree." should I tell him about Drake. I hugged him.

"Boo!" the girl said from behind us, Kyra was behind me and Deja was behind Safaree. This made me jump out of Safaree's arms.

"Shit I almost peed my pants" they all laughed at me "Don't worry I have something in store for you!" I said rubbing my hands together, and I had my evil smile on my face. They actual looked scared. "I was just joking guys" I said hugging them.

"Why are you here? Have no more money for you!" Safaree sounded a little annoyed

"Safaree they are hungry and so am I" I grabbed the girls hands and we went to the food court.

We all decide to have Mc Donald, the girls and I sat down while Safaree went to get our orders.

"Deja let me see what you bought?" she nodded and showed me the cutest crop top that said "Jesus loves Me' and another that said 'I love Jesus' "Omg that is super cute."


"Kyra let me see yours," She nodded and shows me her White jeans and a light pink top that was plain on the front; but on the back it said 'Dont Touch What You Can't Afford' underneath the writing it had an arrow point down. "That's Hot"

"I know right" we laugh

"What's soo funny" Safaree asked with a smile on his face ready to heard the joke.

"Your ugly face" Deja said laughing loud, Safaree went around the table and messed up her hair. Boys take notes NEVER EVER MESS UP A BLACK WOMEN OR GIRLS HAIR!!!

Deja pushed Safaree and punched him in the belly, by the way he is hungry so it hurt a lot, she striaght out her her and tied it up in a ponytail then she started eating her cheese burger like nothing happen. LooL. We ate in silence. When we was done, we made are way back to the car.

I was in deep though, at least now I know Safaree hated Trey, but that doesnt explain why he stop talking to me after Trey and I broke up, shouldn't he have been happy, oh well what done is done. I need to focus on me and Drake relationship. The radio brought me out of my little bubble.

We got Racks on Racks on Racks everyone in the car was rapping and singing along.

I finally got home I thanks Safaree for an awesome day. I hugged that girls and told them until they are getting A's in 90% of they subject I will not take them on a Nicki day out! This involves going to the Spa and Shopping. I love them, the are like the little sister I never had.

I got in my house kick of my shoe and run upstairs and flopped belly first on my bed, got my phone out of my bag and called Drakey, I haven't spoke to him all day. :(

After the second ring he picked up "hi babe, sorry it took so long I was downstairs" he was panting.

"No problem," I laughed "What did you do all day"

" Same old, you no, write some songs," I was jumping up and down on my bed lool

"I want to hear it?!?!"

"you will at the talent show in school." I lifted one eyebrow.

" What the school is a proforming arts school, everyone has talnent."

"Yeah but some people have a hidden talnent like you, you can rap right?"

" I don't know if I can"

"You look like a rapper!"

" How the fuck can someone look like a rapper?" I laughed

"I don't know, just audition please" he beseeched

What should I say, I really dont think I am that good. " Ummm Maybe....."

Thank you to @MinajikalMuzik for reading this chapter and telling me that it was good... So yeah Shout out to her!! Umm, listen to this song 'I Can Be More' I am doing a part 2 and 3 to this chapter!!! I will keep you posted!!! if you want a sneak peek of 'I can Be More Part 2' follow me @MissMinaj341 and i will send it to you. But That is just for this week.


  1. lol! too cute. "let's negotiation." ;) thanks too. wonderful story you have. yeah she just needs to tell wwasn't her fault anyway ;) ; mwuahhh :*

    btw, twitter - tmangel_

  2. Gworl!!! i meant negotiate LOOOL my bad!! Thanks for Reading my Story!!! :D

  3. Good story she need 2 tell him wat happened update soon

  4. oh i thought you did that on purpose cause, you know she's a little girl and sometimes.. let's just say kids say the darndest/funny things llol. and you are so welcome! <3

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    Whoooooooaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! Drake did that?!?! Yo.... Let me tell YOU!!! I thot they wuz bout tuh do the nasty!! But in soooo happy they didn't cuz he only knu her 4 like 3 days!!! Lol

    Those 2 r so damn risky!! That part had me... Nvm, lol. Lets jus say I reeeaaallllyyyy enjoyed Drake in this chapter ;)

    Im mad Safaree kissed her tho -_- Like dude.... Really??? I like u SB, but learn ya place. Nicki is dating Drake, Dn't b "that" guy. Lol

    Great chapter East!!!